Thursday, August 31, 2006

woke up quite early today i guess

so tire la

k nevermindd

met up garry and ahsan

went for interview

OMG i dont think it turns out well ba

the lady its like so strict can

and. she asked three times the same question

"any question to ask me?"

OMG! asked this three times leh

should have ask some question de

but nevermind guess should be cannot make it le

k then went town slack.

and catch a movie

GHOST GAME

my god. really argh man.

nice.

and went khatib mac with them

they were like doing things for teachers day

gifford shermeen garry eesan rongyao woo E2s really united wor.

k then me and mingda was like at there stoned?

k went home after that.

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and im still waiting. x))

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8/31/2006 12:18:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

and its still the same
nothing's solve
but only things worsen i guess
sighhh. i just couldnt come to a solution to this
[ thanks GARRY ]
i know you're trying to hint me
but i just couldnt make up my mind now
[ thanks EESAN ]
you keep asking not to give up
asking me to talk to her
ask me to give in
i'd tried. but failed.
[ thanks MINGDA and all ]
you all tried to make me smile
by telling me lame things
[ thanks my GOODFRIEND ]
bothered you another night
really sorry
but i can sense something
that you still care.
THANK YOU TO ALL.
but still, i have no idea how to go into this
OH LORD! help me please.
im sucha uselesss~
sighhh.
i guess everything's about to end le
(hopefully not)
nevermind.
[ to you, my dear ]
just saw your message
which means you really wanna end this?
but i dont want!
i wont want a break!
whatever it is
i love you.

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8/30/2006 01:48:00 AM

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

sighh, after a day, its still the same
just cant thought of any idea
why?
coouldnt sleep yesterday night la
was so bothered bout that thingy
anyway, wanna say a big thank you to my KAKEES
thanks GARRY and EESAN and all. x)
and a big thank you to my GOODFRIEND
you gave me words and help me find the sun
sorry to bother yesterday night
like today got school,
but still listen to my nonsense
"if you can,you can.
don't give up on yourself.
i believe you can."
you told me this simple thing
but this simple stuff is not easy to do it
felt rather glad
x)
though the problem's still there
and i really got no idea how to talk to.
even though i wanna talk
and i dont think i had a chance to explain myself
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8/29/2006 11:40:00 AM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

woooo. finally im writing an entry today.
actually yesterday night got wake up and write
but its all crap.
so deleted. lol
yay. k lets start from exams then.
glad that its over le
but dont think can do well for all 3 modules la
DE most confident i should say~
but guess practical will cause me everything
and PEEE ermm. average la but guess should be able to pass
and for maths, wooo. its hell~
practise like siao in the end come out i dont know how to do. =X
nahhh heck care. after all its over~
and welcome MR and MISS HOLIDAYS!
finally can slack.
but things aint going well for me these few days
or i should say recently la.
went to see doctor today
head is really pain la
ate panadol also no use. its like pain for 3 or 4 days liao.
-_-lll. then doctor say~ its flu that cause me to have this headache
i got a lack of white blood cells~! this is hell man. sighhh.
nevermindd. anyway there's no meaning living in this world le neh
i would rather i'd died of it.
haizz. super fan nowadays.
outing doesnt really turns out well
thought long time didnt meet, then got alot things to share
but its like~ argghh. nevermind.
guess everything should be obvious by now le
lazy to think already la
why should i even care so much and do so many things
when actually i mean nothing to her. right?
so just let the nature take its course bah.
this is shit. utter shit. FCUK.my god. can someone just kill mefor at least tell me what to do please. sighhh

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8/28/2006 11:44:00 PM

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Friday, August 18, 2006

wooooo. today's another tiring day la

went school in the morning again

like everyday going school de right?

EEEEEEEEE

yay went school collect my LOA then pass it to MDM NORA

YEAY! heng its approved man! DONT NEED FORWARD.

heng aah heng ah x))

but arghh. was like touring the whole school la

went to PEEE office collect form

then ask the ass admin to help me photocopy

then so xialan la. wahlao ask me go photocop myself

WAHLAO eh

k nevermindd.

then went FC3 there photocopy. wahlao walk so far la

then then then from there walk to BUSINESS BLOCK

WAHLAO HOW FAR IS THAT?

somemore so hot la. damn. HAHAH!

k nevermindd then meet up sotong go home together la.

went gym later on! WOOO. wahlao

damn tire can. train chest again wahlao wahlao.

HAHAH

like numb liao.

and stupid one

went to do sit up.

but for noothing dont know why CRAMP la

WAHLAO PAIN LIKE SIAO CAN!

EXCRUCIATING PAIN!

JITAP STUNNED~

but heng ahsan and banana approacHed.

if not sure SIAO one. HAHAH!

k then after everything was like arghhh~

TIRED. HAHAH!

actually wanna go cut hair and study one

but ah really too tire la.

paiseh ah ah san HAHAH!

headed home after that neh.

YAY guess should be studying later

BYEBYE

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8/18/2006 11:31:00 PM

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woo. today's rather tire la.

kena woke up by ahguahand. wahlao

so early call me up liao ASS

yeay met him and banana around 1230pm la

at CWP

we went to get black polo tee for the SECURITY THINGY

woo. k then~ went to UNION slack la

watched DVD. WOOWOO.

all horny-sss hahaha WE WATCH ALL WATCH LMAO!

k then went preparing our stuff for the concert le neh

woowoo. so early la. around 4 ++ got people wait liao

yeay then more and more peeps come in la.

WOOO. actually cannot cut queue de neh. stupid but alot people cutting

then we as security like arghhh. dulan la.

ask them dont bring people cut in but they insist. WTF

and there~ goes on super ATTITUBE PROBLEM GUY

super super AP ah. but afterall everything was settle la

SO HUMJI ONE. LMAO!!!

k then WILBER PAN CONCERT START!

WOO its was like so nice la. but damn short only.

thought can take photos or what de

but after ahwile he jitao run liao WAHLAO EH.

yea nothing muuch for today~ just like that la

but tire leh LMAO!

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8/18/2006 12:27:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

WOOWOO. x)) first day of MST TODAY!
YEAY meet up garry in the morningg.
went study with him in MAC
then its was like whao. so many people there le neh
YEY read through my DE and did some question la
THEN no sockets for us to charge laptop
so WENT GARRY's place instead!
YEAY charged laptop and study!
REAL STUDY THIS TIME ROUND K
DID SOME PAST YEARS PAPERS
AND REVISE TEXT LEH.
HARDWORKING RIGHT?
HAHA YEAY AFTER THAT~ wwe played WINNING ELEVEN
YEAY WON HIM ONCE OKAY. DONT PLAY PLAY
HAHAHA! YEAY THEN WATCHED ONE DVD. KINDA LAME
BUT NICE LA WOOWOWOWO! x))

YEA went to meet YIHAO AND BANANA after that la
go school and hav our TEST! HAHA! wahlao thought very hard one
BUT HENG TURNS OUT FINE FOR ME NEH
HEHE!
if there's no careless, guess an A or at the very least a B is not a problem la
HAHAHA! hope soo!
THEN SOMEBODY WILL HAVE TO TREAT ME EAT! HAHA!
x)) yeay went LJS eat after that~ and HEADED HOME! HAH!

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8/16/2006 11:34:00 PM

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

YEAY. its another day neh!
k went school damn early today neh
for CRS re-test. still alright la.
dont know whether can pass or not leh
BUT WORSE IT THAT!
DONT KNOW WHETHER MY LOA CAN BE APPROVED OR NOT!
if not~ IM DOOMED HAHA!
k finish the paper early, then went to mail letter to PEEE OFFICE!
MAFAN. HAHA!

then headed back yishun meet AHTING! x))
GO STUDY OKAY. DONT PLAY PLAY.
yeay went TPY. WOO
the MAC there really much more better then yishun and khatib one
more quiet i should say. HAHA.
but didnt really study~ i mean for me
only read some chapters and do pass year papers
thats it. HAHAHA!
she studied for MARKETING LA.
ACTION ACTION. KPO KPO LA. lmaO!

YEAY WENT TO HUNT FOR FOOD AFTER THAT!
WENT NEWTON CIRCUS. thought the food center ther is open
BUT CLOSED FROM 14-16TH AUG. SO SWAY CAN. HAHA!
nevermindd. HEADED to opposite orhcad shopping centre there eat~!
HAHAHA both ate CHAR KWAY TIAO. BBQ WINGS!!! AND SATAY!!
oh my god can. its like DUH!. SO DAMN NICE LA. really!
woo. had SUGAR CANE DRINKS TOO. hahah!
YESY! then went PS WALK WALK AWHILE.
and we're like engage into some stupid games. LMAO!
SO-LA-ME!
K THEN~ HEADED BACK TO YISHUN BUY BBQ WINGS AGAIN!
ITS LIKE DUHH AGAIN! SO NICE LA! REALLY
A-W-E-S-O-M-E NEH.
ATE TWO OF IT AND MY BRO ATE TWO ALSO. SO NICE LA
OMG. HEHHE. goona CHAT CHAT ON PHONE WITH AHTING LIAO!
BBYEBBYE!

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8/15/2006 11:06:00 PM

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Monday, August 14, 2006

the time passed so pass today can? HAHA!
yeay went school in the morning with ahguaSAN
actually is go give office the stupid LOA letter so mafan la
then shunbian STUDY
but then didnt really study leh. just read through the remaining of chapter 5
haha! k then headed for the "USHER" MEETING at SPSU. woow.
was suppose to start at 1pm. but drag till130pm then start. HAHAH.
thought is what big meeting, but then just normal briefing only. EEEEE.
then then then. from usher i become a SECURITY. FUNNY RIGHT?
eesan la. kena choose by JEREMY. then have to be security too. ASSS.

YEES, then headed back KHATIB MAC TO STUDY.
was suppose to study i guesss. but read read ahwile then like nothing to read
then spend the day crapping there.
garry, mingda, jianliang and sotong came to joined us(me banana luohan)
HAHAH! wooo was watching DVD banana bought de. BASIC INSTINCT2.
thought is a nice movie
ended up like shit can. HAHAHA.
then then yeay we were like start discussing bout the 'chalet' thing
which we thought was suppose to have one during 6th to 9th sep
but the idea was dropped. due to some problems la. LMAO!
MONEY MONEY AND MONEY.
hence changed the idea to BBQ at SEMBAWANG PARK?
drastic change right? HAHA but its still nice k
YEAY. was planning what food to buy and sorts la
spend like 2 to near 3 hours discussing i guess? AHAHHA!
finally everything is set la. x) WOOO'
headed HOME!! HAHAHA! SLACK
BUT GONNA STUDY LATER LIAO! WAHLAO WAHLAO! k chaoooo~ x)

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8/14/2006 11:26:00 PM

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

wooo. okay. lets talk bout yesterday first. ermmm
went the IMI interview with garry
its like so omg can? that fellow like so so so damn fake la
keep praising us like nobody's business like that
say i look like some jap or korean stars and look like zaizai.
oh my god. so different can
they're so handsome la but im not bad too okay
and say garry looks like EDISON.
OH MY GOD. can you believe that?
and say dont need to put in any money
in the end say need $380 for open profile
WHAT IS THIS MAN? CHEAT US AH? haha! so lame can.
k enough of this. then then then went take my GIFT from MY "GOODFRIEND"
DUMBASS owe me so long now then give.
but thanks leh. KISS MY ASS AND FCUK THEM. HAHAH!
wei. still owe me two things horrr. dont act BLUR.

yeay went to meet MY AHTING(and her sis) after that with garry
woowoo. its like so funny can. see her bring her sis out.
good sister okay. =XX
YEAY! was suppose to eat NEWYORK NEWYORK de
but ended up eating MARCHE with garry and gifford. HAH.
then then was suppose to watch the firewok ourselves de
but then ended watching with them also.
WAHLAO. but cannot tell them off also. so just watch with them la
WAHLAO WAHLAO.
if only one of us can speak up can liao. HAHAH!
but its like so bad then. =XX

and of coz. we headed to ESPLANADE and watch the firework!
wooo its like damn nice can. i mean nicer than the first day de
wooooo. but cant see the whole thing. KENA BLOCK BY TREES AND HEADS!
IDIOT. hahha! yeay SO PACKED CAN.
HUMAN TRAFFIC JAM. HAHA! cannot even moved la
especially when walking to MRT and its like OMG AGAIN can
SO DAMN DAMN DAMN PACKED. SO HOT ALSO. EEEEE
haha! but eventually make it to train after some struggling. HAHA
headed back home. wooowoo. its like so tire la. HAHAH!

K TODAY. slack at home la. was like so tire also neh.
actually was suppose to go out and study de. BUT LAZY. =XX
THEN ENDED UP SLACKING AT HOME.
YEAY GUESS GONNA STUDY LE LA. WED TEST! shit.
HAHHA K MUGMUG MR CUTE. X)) HAHAHAHA! =XX
STUDY HARD TOO MY AHTINGG!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!

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8/13/2006 10:41:00 PM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

wooow after so long, finally im writing a proper entry. HAHAH. k great. today, HAHAH went ah san place dotaa. LMAO! then went study la. aiyaaa was lame-ing all along can. after awhile, garry came. woowowo. HAHAH! and HAHAHAH funny. saw one malay. she was like laughin at eesan la. keep zilian-ing. my god. then we started talking to her. SHE'S TP. haha. funny. then ask her take photos for us la. HOW LAME CAN? HAHAHA! k then yeay continued study and went home. HAHHA! aiyaa. was uploading photos. but cant neh. sigh. cant see ahsan kumgong face, LMAO!. tomorrow then upload. HAHA! chaoo~

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8/09/2006 12:38:00 AM

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