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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

YESTERDAY!
oh well, went to do CIP, again, its at Children Aid Society. well, but this time round, im so damn late. alright, its me and jiaqing again. LSB. Late for School Brothers. hahah! k we're so late okay. like an hour late okay. but we're not alone, xiaojian and kevin's late too! woo bingo! ((:
ya after CIP, had our lunch at KFC and headed Jurong East Gym together with jiaqing, fred, and zongsheng! haha oh well! the equiment there really sucks alright, so old and shaky la! but still managed to complete some chest. did biceps too. wooo! ache ache uh, didnt really chiong much, maybe is because a few weeks didnt go gym, thats why. argh. HAHAHA!
alright, rush down to work after that. and im damn late again. lina didnt say anything, guess she'd lost hope on me already. hahah! alright, was so boring okay. boooo!
TODAY!
yeay. school again, after PEEE lesson, which ends quite early we went jurong point watch movie! woooo. was supposed to go kbox one. but majority dont want, so argh! hahahah! nevermind luckily catch a good show! BATTLES OF THE WIT! damn nice alright! its not about how much and how strong your troop is, without using brain, you're nothing. MoZi GeLi uses this strategy to overcome Zhao's attack. which is really cool okay. so clever. ANDY LAU! @#$%^&*() HAHAH! so action-packed okay. alot of chionging here and there. but still, got a little scene of love love thing. sad uh, GeLi didnt get the chance to save YiYue! so wasted la! and damn! the Emperor damn idiot one okay, want all the fame. stupid! despise him. shant say so much! go watch it! nice show! 3.85 of out 5 CHEESEY! ((:
and was so late, didnt get to attend maths lecture. went for maths tutorial instead. ya was doing derivative. LMAO! k and was supposed to go gym one. but ended up at home. well, garry! TOMORROW MUST GO K! and do take care uh, muscle smaller liao =X ((:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKBAR!! ((:


well, heard you singing the song along with me, but didnt get to see your face, who are you? my soulmate? ((:


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11/28/2006 12:17:00 AM

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Sunday, November 26, 2006


alright, let the game begin baby. HA HA!


alright, they are still smoking. and even in water. HA HA HA !



look at them! bad boyss.



well, taken by ehh, tricia? jiaqing went to ask her name. HA HA HA ! holy hell!





hokay! some of the photos we took. still got more but intend to upload this lots. ((:


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today's so well spent okay. woke up like real early alright, waited for jiaqing damn long! but somehow headed to harbourfront and meet up the rest.(PCBs, xiaojian, wenchuan and akbar). ha ha ha ! went to have breakfast at mac, and it a filling one. ((: grab some drinks at cold storage and headed for the SUN! woooo!
alright, slack and play around uh. had soccer games first, and slack awhile. and went to the SEA. ha ha ha ! damn fun alright! went fighting, no is pushing each DOWN to the water. ha ha ! and the "SHUI LAI JIE ZAO" DAMN FUNNY ALRIGHT, but im the one who did the most forfeit for that game i guess arghh! FAINT! and there goes xiaojian come up with a new game. "DUN UH DUN!!" ALRIGHT!! THIS GAME IS DAMN FUN MAN! come on with lots of names. guess you all dont know la uh, should play it one day. yeah! jiaqing did the worst forfeit alright! HA HA HA ! nice? oh ya forfeit is, run to shore and spin 10rounds at the same spot and do 3 jumping jet and run back. ohhh! THIS IS HELL ALRIGHT! half way through faint already HA HA HA ! but this will accumulate, eg. 5,7,9,11,13,15,17,19,21,25!!! WAH SIAO! oh well, QING AH QING. is 25 spinning cool? HA HA HA ! oh my really can get siao over this man. damn funny la! but well, wenchuan and akbar didnt bring extra clothing. how can you all like that. HA HA HA ! but still everybody ENJOYED! ya went off around 4, imagine 5hours under sun. woooo! but had a lil drizzle when we left, LUCKY! hahaha!
alright, headed to market and had our meal while jiaqing went to meet AHEM, i shant say. HA HA HA ! romantic uh? HAHAHA! and wenchuan went meet up his friends. ((: ya zhikang went to work also. ya then, the remaining four went vivo shopping! weeeeee! didnt get anything though. but AIM ALOT! oh my god! ZARA'S SKINNY JEANS, $119 AND FCUK SKINNY JEANS,$139! OH SHIT! which one to choose man?! arghh!! wish to buy both, but not enough eh. =X. and fcuk's top damn nice okay,$75! arghh! went in TANGS. oh well, saw alot okay! shit couldnt remember what brand is it, but the shirt damn nice okay! oh yay!ZARA'S shoe damn nice also!! SHIT! should i buy everlast shoe,$89? or zara's one,$109?! damn it! HOW?! sp damn tempting alright. saw a few tops also. damn nice. gonna go there after i get my pay. HA HA HA ! tsk! wasted didnt went AX. arghhh! so nice okay. vivo got dkny? should be have right? GONNA GO FOR SHOPPING SPREE! anybody want ACCOMPANY? HA HA HA ! alright. enough of saying. TEMPTING! k rush down for work after that with xiaojian. left akbar and kevin shopping for their stuff. HA HA HA! fun alright.
back to work, signed the resignation form. oh well, was quite reluctant. but still. nevermindd. ((: work was alright today. ((: didnt really sleep well yesterday night, but was surprise that im not that tire though. HA HA HA !.
and well, gonna rest soon. tomorrow got CIP at 8:30am! damn early alright. HA HA HA ! till i blog again!

SO CHEESEY!!!


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Saturday, November 25, 2006

alright, today's in school damn fun okay! ((:
woke up late alright, met jianliang around 8am ( our lesson supposed to start at 8am) HA HA ! ya we were like crapping through okay. and woooo! and there goes him showing off his polotee. I LIKE HIS POLO TEE MAN! BURBERRY!!!!! ARGHHH!! damn nice okay! so envy! i want i want! OH MY GOD! really super nice okay! if i wear it, guess it should be even more nice right? HA HA HA ! so nice okay! @!#$%^&*()!
alright, reached class around 8:45am. and was so shocked to see akbar playing guitar outside classroom la. and he said, no lesson today. !! and i was like what?! -.-! but the rest are still inside chatting la uh. and so went to have breakfast with ahfat la. and we saw RAJ! so great. ya ahfat left for his class after awhile, had a good chat with raj! alright, our R&E corp. HA HA HA! ya he was like telling all his story uh, so good of him okay. so cheerful. and good girl already uh. CONGRATS! but im like whining the way through la. weeeeee! ya so long since we'd really chatted. so nice! my old time goodfriend. ha ha! there he goes saying this,

life is all about enjoying, who cares bout positioning, greed and all. as long as you leads your life the way you want. you enjoyed. ((:

its like whao right? he actually said this to me. but well, can see that he'd grown. more matured. really. well, oldtime goodf. we shall chat again some other times! all the best alright!!
k went for PROJ 1. the rest was like busy doing their melody. but jiaqing and me were like singing the hell out of ourselves. he played guitar. and i sing.wooooo. alright. sang around 20plus songs with his C-key okay. damn nice la.! we were like so enjoy ourselves. but still we do have hard times thinking of C-key-songs. HA HA! so fun alright. from beyond's song to li sheng jie's to fan yi chen's to SHE's, to tao ze and all. damn lots la. COOOL! ((:
k then, met up with eesan and went to meet jianliang for lunch. so funny okay. went to jianliang's house after that. dont want to go work so early. had some pool games and went back home to rest. alright, while on the way to work. had a hard time thinking how can i tell jac that i want to quit. so hard okay. but well. work went crazy today. had two panadol, and well, it do take some slight effect. somehow my head dont feel that pain while working.
jac went teasing me and stephy for nothing. so funny la. but though, she's joking la. but she's sick! take care alright. and here comes the big news. okay. i went slacking around in shop. and i put my both arms on the fixture. and then it !%€$€^^&*()BOOOM!! THE WHOLE DAMN FIXTURE DROP DOWN!!! OH MY, AND ALL THE JEANS WERE ALL ON THE FLOOR BY THEN. my god! am i really that armstrong? cannot be right? just both of my arms and the whole thing detach from the bar. OMG! was damn guilty already k. but luckily darren used some hooks to temporary hold the fixture. wahlao! damn sad alright. im dead meat this time round. shall wait for some news tomorrow. -.-!
sighh. but well, messaged lina saying that i want a break from working. school stuff , proj and all is enough. but well, my request granted. two weeks from now, im off. ((: and i'd already planned what i gonna do man!
1. SINGING! (come on jiaqing, pull me into haidie!)
2. DACNING! (jianliang! joined together! kevin also wanna join! ask lurvies or adeline pull us in!)
3. GYM-ING TIME! ROAR ROAR! (garry i need your help here!)
4. KICKBOXING! ((: (oh man, cant wait to have that!)
5. STUDIES! ( PCBs, let work hard!)
6. I WANT BURBERRY SHIRT!!!!!(=X)
but, my kakees comes in first priority of coz! ((:
alright gonna rest already. SENTOSA!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
SO CHEESEYYY!
well, Mr BigBoy. do take care of yourself okay. rarely see you fall sick one. ((: come on! drink more water alright? you gonna be fine soon!


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Friday, November 24, 2006

today, nothing much. was so tired the whole damn day. Character Development lesson was like uh? want us to write 1000words on a small piece of paper. lame uh. alright, was request by teacher to sing during the next lesson with jiaqing. "Where is the love?" ((: for some terrorism stuff la.
and went to accompanied garry, didnt went for DE practical. somehow know my marks. is around sixty range la. relieve! k overall grade, A,A,C. thats good already okay. i didnt study much. ((: applauds!
k was all awhile doing my human resource report while they(garry and PCBs) are playing la. and something damn funny happened. there goes kiantat saying " cao-bei " HAHAHAH! whats that anyway? uhh WE WONDER. HAHAHAAHHAHAH! alright. some crappy stuff.
alright, PEEE and C prog was alright, but was damn tire by then already. went home and ZzzZZz. ((:
and im finally done with my REPORT! ((:

ming da =( happy moments never last says:
I LOVE RUBY
ming da =( happy moments never last says:
faster post tis ;X
well somehow mingda dares me to post this. ((: saw it my friend?


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Thursday, November 23, 2006

omg, im sicked again. and i dont know why. so take care of myself already uh. but its okay, armstrong. LOL! i mean im strong. ((:
YESTERDAY
got back my PEEE paper, and uh, SURPRISINGLY again, i scored 88 for that! and there's 3 fullmarks in my class. how in the hell. was not really confident when doing the paper, but whao. i dont know why. really. then was MATHS, 85, now is PEEE,88. whats next? but sadly, i failed my programming, 48 marks.-.- so happy to get so high okay. but though, its a fail. HA HA HA ! so eager to see my DE marks, but this time round, guess i wont be so lucky again to score. and we(jiaqing and me) realise something in my class.
"it's not the matter of passing or failing, in fact, it's about the matter of scoring distinction and fullmarks." the gap between distinctions and fullmarks is so small, but apparently, its a big division in my class.
alright, went back to work after that. feeling's so differently. but guess, its time to tender already.
TODAY.
maths lesson as usual. and human resource was supposed to be fun today. but headache. didnt really pay attention to lesson. keep wondering bout other stuffs. and was like tahan-ing for the two hours la. reports, proj and all. arghh! ha ha ha ! then, eesan and me accompanied jenn awhile at mac and headed home. and was supposed to meet eesan for proj. but im so shag after my bathe. slept for like four hours or so. woooo. ((:


it's over and it's over for good, but why do you people have to keep on asking on that and reminds me of it. sighh.


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

phweee, finally i done with my human resource proj. writing scheudule, logistics and all. headache uh! a few things still not clear about it. nevermind, and sorry chongjun and jenn! pass it to you all so late, was out this few days, so couldnt get to do it. =X HA HA HA ! and felt so uneasy when woke up today, throat's damn dry okay. SIAN! i dont want fall sick. LOL!
school starts again, and today's damn fun alright. was present for all lessons! dont play play uh. and i did listened to the lesson somehow. =X alright, PEEE was okay. but dont really understands. and well, had lunch with garry eesan and my classmates. and well, something real bad happened. wooo. spoiled my appetite. wtf. some guy's matters okay. but luckily garry's there man. and he's damn fierce alright. THANKS! HAHAH! and that bastard's damn funny okay. alright, not gonna say that. makes me dulan only. ((: k and we were like chatting and crapping till our lesson starts la. and well, PROJ1 lesson is a quick one, finish what i gotta do and went off half an hour later. alright, we went slack. and then, received a call from LBJ.
oh my god! guess what?! IM BACK TO BUGIS LEVIS! HAHAHA! luckily! what a relieve. but all thanks to kenji and jac! they persuaded lina and shirley. i mean its like, you know, they dont have to do it, but somehow. im so happy la! weeeeee! but sighh. gotta work again. once thought im free from workload, and now its coming back. but its okay! time management is what i need! cant neglect my school work either. ((: friends, most important. must leave sometimes for them! haha.
alright, back to the topic, and had maths lecture and tutorial. woah, IT'S REALLY DAMN SURPRISING OKAY! i actually got 85 for it! CANT BELIEVE IT EITHER! was like uh? is that my paper? -.- OMG! thought only could get border line passing. but well, maybe im just lucky, or i should say. the donations and all did pay off! WEEEWEEE! this time round i really didnt do much practise. so shocked okay. but still 85 is one of the lowest in class. wtf. according to henry khiat. DECC 1A26 is the best class for maths in the whole of YEAR 1! which is my class! OMG! as compared to DASE DEEE and all, my god! we scored the best man! with 7 people getting full marks.HOW IN THE HELL THEY GOT FULLMARKS MAN?! well, its so competitive in this class man. arghh gonna buck up already. ((: but im satisfied with the results! wooooo!

garry! i really didnt study much for this test okay. maybe its the foundation i had in sec school. you know. its pure luck this time round. ((: i believe you can score better.

alright, lesson ends early, henry khiat was happy with our results. and but together with zhikiang,we accompanied jiaqing to chill out. he's like so disappointed with his results okay. but well, my PCB! and excuse me, im not saying vulgar. it refers to Pon-Class-Brother. haha! ya sad also no use, come on! we shall move on together man. aim for the next test already. as henry khiat say, do attends lesson more. we can do it man! HAHAHA! ya, so the three of us went bugis and chill out awhile.
went levis, and they were telling some stuff la. alright and thanks jac for the folder! DAMN NICE OKAY! ((: k went walking around and settle our meals. so so damn funny okay. we started playing these game which is played in channel 52 show. damn funny alright. we were like laughing the hell out of ourselves inside the shop. HA HA HA ! real funny okayyy! K, enough of laughters, and went home after that.
alright, today was supposed to go MS for steamboat one, but due to the HR proj. have to go home. argh! nevermind. school work more important! HAHAH! alright, mistakes found in the proj. gonna redo it. ARGHHH! k thats all!


well, bestf! try harder !


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Monday, November 20, 2006

arghh! human resource proj's driving me crazy okay! so tough, oh nono it's not tough. must be now too tire, couldnt think of any idea for it. urgh. my mind was blank man. NEVERMIND. shall continue tomorrow. but shit, got no time tomorrow! after school got celebration! agrh. nevermind shall skip the celebration thingy. but still, best wishes to ahbee la. ((:
alright, didnt really had a good rest yesterday night, slept like a few hours and woke up for sentosaaaaa!! WEEEEEEEEEE!
was like damn late today, i mean for me. we're suppose to meet around 830am but i woke up and 830am! HELL! had to rush there uh! alright. met up with the rest(eesan, garry, alvin,yibin,jianliang and yihming) and we headed vivo awhile for some stuff and headed to SENTOSA! how great is it. so long since i'd been under the sun for so long. k all of us went crazy uh. played 'beach' soccer. HAHAA and had some fun in waters. and ahfat's the joker of the day! HOW FUNNY WAS THAT. dont know how to describe, but just simply enjoy it. so fun okay! but left quite early, but headed to vivo again. alright. had our meal, and its a treat from desmond, alright just got to know him today. HA HA HA. hokkien mee, and its nice alright. ((: had some pool games before that. and headed back! had decided for a basketball games, hence headed 850. HAHAH! alright. was so tire already uh. dead. and im still struggling with my proj. ARGH! headache. LOLOL!
oh ya, we took quite a number of photos, but sighh. i dont look good in it. LMAO! shall do some editing before posting them. X= HAHAHA.

bestf, dont give up. ((: you can go through this! i'd been through what you'd been through. ((: but mine is different! yours still got hope! ALL THE BEST. weeeee!

goodfriend is always SO CHEESEYY!! ( just feel like saying them) xP


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Sunday, November 19, 2006

yesterday's damn stupid uh! been to some places and headed for work. and, and when i was on the way and was reaching sooon, received a call from Ray saying that i dont have to go work already. upon knowing the news, im damn happy la and asked why. but he just told me to go back to bugis and sign the resignation form!!! OH MY GOD, i didnt even ask for a resign yet. but hell, i'd been terminated for some really stupid reasons. was damn shocked la and had no mood la. but after some thoughts, its the right time to get off from work now. ((:
was really damn down, so went to meet up jianliang garry and sotong at 848. had some food and went down to jianliang's place. had pool and ps 2. and wooo, was chionging winning eleven la. and its hell! HA HA HA . yes, and decided to sing partyworld. two days of singing! damn fun alright. was damn damn crazy inside okay. and there jianliang goes horny uh. damn damn funny okay! HA HA HA! alright. lots of laughter! headed back home but was kena screened by police, how boliao are they. ha ha ha !
and today! finally got the meet up with goodfriend. was like preparing for today for quite long uh. went popular and sorts, went around vivo and all searching for the right place. asking friends for opinion and all. oh well, but somehow, didnt really turns out well as i expected. or should i say i expected too high? but still enjoyed tonns today. k first, went merlion park and take a scroll, see if there's anything that i can get. headed to fullerton, thought i could booked a table there, but no. its been reserved for dont know what organisation's event. -.- alright, got something and headed to vivo city. and there's really alot people. oh mind you all, im all alone. ((: and headed back to yishun la. but had some troubles on the way. ((:
k then, met up with juls(: and im starving already uh. k headed to vivo again, for me. HAHAHA. alright. was intend to catch 'Step Up' there, but can you imagine how pack is it. and step up is selling fast! and -.- so we headed to lido and watched. saw quite number of peeople la, kenji, april, jason and still got some more, forgot who already. anyway, had PEPPER LUNCH! oh well, its nice alright! took some scroll and watched STEP UP! oh! ITS REALLY A NICE SHOW MAN. their dancing somehow motivates me again. -.- HAHAHA! alright. nice dancing, good plotting, quite sad and DAMN FUNNY ALRIGHT! HAHA. nice show. ((: 4 out of 5 stars!
k and we're like rushing already. went merlion park. wooooo. thats the most 'shy' part for me. oh well, i dont know why. just felt shy so suddenly la. OH MY! hahaha! k goodfriend wont tease me on that right? HEHEH! went to get those presentsss. and i really hope it would surprise you somehow, though its like not that surprising. HAHAHAHA! had little chat there. and of coz, the cake. ((: nice right?! CRANBERRY BLISS! so sweet la. but after today, guess the hard work pays off. ya and of coz. was crapping from the start la. damn funny. was keep laughing like for no reasons. -.- and WHATS YOUR PROBLEM? =xxxx HAHAHAA. alright. had enjoyed today, hope you enjoyed too uh! (((:

well, goodfriend. thanks for today. i mean for going out la. though, really got hard times asking you out la but well, today was great! ((: wont be too boring today right? i hope so. ((: i'd been trying to entertain you. =X really. but didnt work somehow. HAHAHAH! whatever i know i lousy. HAHAHA. and wont forget your "YES, WO BI NI LI HAI!" hahaha! the way you said it. DAMN FUNNY! HAHAH! after sooo long, finally got a proper outing with you la. glad i mean, weeee and really hope you would appriciate the presentsss la uh. ((: and i want night safari la! =XX lame, k. somehow, i'll remember today. THANKSSS!
CHEESEYY!


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Friday, November 17, 2006

alright, it's the end of MST! oh, how happy i am. nono, should be relieve. it overs. finally. and today's structured programming, was totally a gone case. but luckily, not alone, got bunch of us left earlier man. ((: whatever, dont wish to think about it again, im looking forward to the next exams.
and i woke up quite early today, went to kevin's place and studied for C++. actually intend to ask him teach me, but this module really cant be taught, once you didnt attend lesson, you're gone. k was doing past year paper till sian, and went for our lunch la. headed for school then. hell been through.
k after everything, we( me jiaqing and kevin ) were like discussing where to go la. actually wanna go cut hair, but argh. time couldnt allows it. and so we headed to kbox and sing! which was like said it quite long ago though. damn funny, kevin's bought a packet of ciggarette, is like those fold yourself one. damn funny alright. go on budget. LAUGH. and we were like crazy inside la. and so sorry uh, jianliang. didnt purposely pangseh you one. =X
and it was 7pm when we finished. jiaqing came over to my house and watched project superstar uh. damn funny, he was like watching himself on tv uh.
k and its 9pm, and we deicided to catch a movie! the guardian! finally can get to watch it man. and is really damn nice okay. damn touching, damn sad. oh god. an inspiration show indeed. so nice la! 4.5/5 stars man. "SO OTHERS MAY LIVE" ((:

and my silly goodfriend, im impressed. ((:


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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

had my maths today. and as what i'd thought. gone case. sigh. and tomorrow's paper is even a hell man. STRUCTURED PROGRAMMING! i really dont understand any single thing about it. #include iostream blablabla. so chim alright. LMAO! doom for sure AGAIN.
and after paper, had HUMAN RESOURSE lesson. and wow, and looks like today's attendance is less than 15 people uh. but luckily, all my group's is here today. "Grievances Procedure" taught today and is a quick one. stayed back awhile to discuss for our proj. wooo chongjun's did the overview for it. THANKS. hahaha! ya was having some hard times though. k took mrt with the two so called 'yishun-ees' uh. damn funny alright. chit chatted and crapped through. ya there's taosuan right? HA HA HA ! damn funny la. but alright get to know the two of them better la uh.
AND WAS SUPPOSED TO GO SING KBOX ONE. sobsob. but last minute, jiaqing couldnt make it la. went to meet her gf. ARGH. headed home and slack then. k gonna read up on some c proj. if not really cannot make it tomorrow uh. ((:

YEAYEAP! THREE MORE DAYS TO GO! WOOWOOWOO! ((:


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today's paper is gone for sure man. really dont know what the question asking. yesterday's one doesnt seem any better. and tomorrow's one, which maths! for goodness sake. i dont know how to do! was gazing at the question but dont know how to start. oh hell, im doom for this MST for sure. alright! ITS ENOUGH OF WHINING. whine also no use, blame myself. who ask me to keep skipping lessons. HOW IN THE HELL! WHATS HAPPENING!? just couldnt get things into my mind. nevermind. i promise. next term, ROAR!!
alright, today. woke up damn early again. went to mac again~ usual place la uh.was there like around 8.30am. k was all along waiting for bestf to come la. took so long! damn hungry already uh. but its okay, you came all the way from so far la uh. had breakfast, chit chatted while studying, but more of talking than studying la. garry joined us later la. and damn idiot okay. gaymuch gaymuch. HA HA HA ! SO FUNNY OKAY! and "whats your problem?" alright. so fun la. and im a not CAT okay! is i duplicate from you one okay. and childishmuch. LMAO! alright. seems so fun to me la. and there you goes again, "whats your problem?" k thanks for accompanying and so sorry eh, let you wait for soooo long carrying my laptop around uh. HA HA HA ! but still THANKS! you're appreciatedmuch. "duhhz" la uh, dont have to keep highlighting one okay, GAYMUCH. HAHAHA!
k, in between, went school for digital electronics paper. sigh. dont wish to say that again. headed home and went studying with sotong, eesan and mingda. oh maths, whats going on?! sighh.

if he really loves you more than i do, then i'll force myself to leave.


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11/15/2006 12:32:00 AM

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

alright, PEEE was barely okay. but really hope can pass. if not im DOOM! and went to study for DE at night. oh, this is really hell, dont understand a single thing man. sighh. nevermind. shall pray hard again alright. ((:
and tomorrow gonna wake up damn early uh! still got alot revision not done. mac, i'll be there again tomorrow. and tomorrow's not alone! somebody's coming all the way down to study also! and also for breakfast uh. but actually is meeting "boss" la uh. didnt explain properly, say till so chim. and whats with the ' '? i really don understand uh. FUNNY YOU. alright, gonna rest already.
this week's gonna be, STRESS-ED!

i really dont know why i miss you so much, i dont know why i still feel your touch. you left me feeling high and dry with nothing but the question why. and i guess, you had another direction and leaving me with nothing but dead end. and if you were to call me today, i'll say that im just fine. but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice, its a lie. you knew what you had, yet still leaving me in this mess, my love for you is so deep but meaningless. you knew what you were doing to me, and i guess im just to blind to see. well, you hit where it hurts and you fooled me so bad. but i'd do it again to relieve what we had. there are many things left to remind me, and of course, of the love that i cant leave behind me.
sighhhh.


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11/14/2006 01:08:00 AM

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Monday, November 13, 2006

again, had a good sleep today. woooo. k went study around 3pm. and i did study today alright. finally uh. did around like 3 chapters when actually i got 5chapters to learn. cant really concenterate la. dont have the mood to study also. "DISTRACTION" hahahah! but somehow i did studied okay. its 8pm when we actually decided to leave. hahaa. headed to northpoint and get 'something'. was intend to print something one. but argh. harvey norman close already. argh. had to go again tomorrow. alright, today is all about preparation for tomorrow's test. stressed uh! hope the things i did could help me somehow. ((: pray hard pray hard! and GOODLUCK TO ME and all my kakees taking MST uh! lets PRAY HARD for this exams. HA HA HA !

and best of luck to you la. taking results tomorrow uh! hope you got promoted la. and still got school, but you aint sleeping yet! how can you. but must be doing your stuff la. alright, do take care of yourself k. you should know it better la uh. and thanks for the songs. and its six more days to go! ((: CHEESEY CHEESEY!

if im so wrong, how can you listen all night long?
now will it matter, long after im gone? because you never learn a goddamned thing.


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Sunday, November 12, 2006

its one more day to MST WEEK! this is hell, didnt really fully prepare myself. alright. finally had a good sleep. dont have to wake up so damn early to go mac again. but still, went mac to study in the afternoon, but argh. its pouring HEAVY RAIN!



k, was at mac with jianliang, but couldnt concentrate uh, some pig's playing dota using my laptop. =X HA HA HA. alright. after that, we began playing poker, and started lame-ing already uh. 10-10 win, dont know what's the name called. but damn nice alright. HA HA HA. k eesan and yihao came over to join us. sotong and his cousin, BEN. joined us too. its like damn fun la. crapped and lamed. but hell, we didnt get to study! was like spending most of our time talking la. played dota like dont know how many umpteen rounds. my god. HA HA HA. k and took some photos also la. i mean MYSELF. =XXX. and went over to mr pig house, played pool awhile and went off.



alright, watched CAST AWAY just now. wooo. luckily JULS asked me watch it uh. REALLY GOOD SHOW ALRIGHT. so touching, i mean towards the ending part. but when the fellow, i dont know what name la is on island, damn FUNNY!! my god. but he's WILL to stay alive is damn power la. together with his friend, WILSON ( a ball )!! HA HA HA! he's been left alone 4 years in an island. my god. he still survived! alright. " i got to keep on breathing, the sun will rise again tomorrow, and who knows what the tide might bring. " WOOO. such a inspiration phrase uh. i mean it motivates me. and eventually, after so many attempts, he left the island. aiyaa LONGGG STORY. but nice! ((: WILSON, NEVER AGAIN! hahahahahaha damn funny alright.




alright, this is lame uh, but i did look bigger size than the both of them right? HA HA HA ! OMG!


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Saturday, November 11, 2006

relieve! finally, its the last day i'd been to mac. phwee. and left with two more days to chiong. and its MST week!
and went eesan house with jianliang after that. but again, i dont know why. fallen asleep on his bed. maybe i was far too tire already uh. in the end, didnt go to gym. sorry garry! HA HA HA !
headed home, got changed and cycled to chongpang CC with eesan and jianliang! went to find garry and ALL! its alot. ((: and eesan was doing his HR thingy there uh and im actually teaching him. NOT BAD UH. he he he ! k headed to LAN. wooo and its the whole lot of us go together okay. ten of them went in and play. me jianliang garry and mingda were playing poker. alright. TODAY IS SUPER FUNNY. thumbs up la! and was being longbang by ah fat, eesan borrowed my bike home uh. he he. alright thats all for today.

i know im damn nasty to do that. hate me uh? im so damn fcuking reluctant, you think i want it? but i got no choice, this is the only way. but sooner or later, you'll know why i'd done it this way. its for your own good afterall. really. i know my apology is nothing to you now, but still im sorry.

i still wonder, i didnt fall for the wrong person, but the fact is just that i cant get hold of her heart. how dumb i am. .....................................................................


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Friday, November 10, 2006

as usual, woke up early and went for mac. but today was different! was supposed to study. but mac was so damn noisy uh. full of NCCs people. wonder is today is NCC day. ended up crapping with jianliang till yihming came. was so fun la. i mean damn funny jianliang reacts. HA HA HA !
and headed home, get changed and headed bugis to meet garry! we were actually quite late already. its was like 2.30pm when i meet up with mingda, alvin and sotong. and we're supposed to meet garry at 3pm! =X. its okay, and its like so lucky, catch the same train as garry at city hall uh.
went to ate "hei se de fan" and walked around BJ and BV. and i did went LEVIS find them! so good to see them again. and there goes kenji saying "BENCOP" hahaha! only we can understand it alright. ((: saw muhd JAC and stephy uh. crapped awhile and went off. ((: k meet with jianliang and eesan later. by then, we were at SEIYU play games! so fun la! garry invented it. DAMN LAME ALRIGHT. but somehow kills our boredom uh. HA HA HA ! " HIDE AND SEEK" but no human hide and seek. is human vs card hide and seek. SOUNDS CHIM RIGHT? HA HA HA ! dont understand right? dont want tell you! HA HA HA! K garry headed home and jianliang went meeting his mum. and left the five of us! k headed to cine and played billiard awhile and headed home. but eesan went meeting his colleagues for dinner at MS and alvin went to meet up stephanie! ((: how sweet uh. ya tired eh, though didnt anything eh.


yibin uh, i know its hard on you man, but dont give up! just try to give in more can already. guys are only treated like dogs by them. but still, to get things back, what else can we do? for at least, you're in a better situation than i do. you can still hang on to it, unlike mine. whatever it is, JIA YOU! ((: you've got my blessing!!

GOODFRIEND! uh huh. exams tomorrow right? power. and you still got so many proj to do. dont know what oral presentation stuff, what cue cards thing. chim ah! but whatever it is. study hard uh! BEST OF LUCK TO YOU! CHEESEY! ((: you're another lucky one, who got my BLESSING! weeeeeeeee.


and to you, dont assume, i dont have any girls outside as what you thought so. dont mistaken anything. but i know. you'd got your boy already uh? wonder if by starting afresh is going into another relationship. so fast uh? didnt know that you're that kind of person, sad to know. thats what i describe as bitch, no offence. and can see it from your blog. "someone someone and someone" and "YES HANDSOME ONG" and "im urs,you're mine, dont let go" weeeee, so happy go lucky uh? went shopping esplanade and all. sweet couple uh.. and i dont need any explainations from you, thats what you always do. "no need explaination". and if its not a secret? then why do you have to still write it in a webding fonts? scare who to know? but somehow i got my way to read what you wrote la. and we ain't bestfriend anymore, the bestfriend i know, is not use to be like that. just treat each other as acquaintacne will do.


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Thursday, November 09, 2006

alright, was alone at mac this morning again. its been three days i'd been doing that. intense study. weeeee. went mingda's house after that. and guess what. i actually doze off on his bed for four hours. quite comfortable, but mine still the best la uh. =X
went home for dinner and rest awhile, then headed to alvin's house! was so happy then, until i receive one bad bad news uh. damn sad, or should i say more of angry. but now guess its fine already. thanks eesan and alvin. CHEESEY! and sorry eesan, not intend to pangseh you one. TREAT YOU TEH-BING tomorrow uh.

some words to mingda, life's beautiful, dont waste it because of girls. be strong. CHEER UP!

ya went to meet up GOODFRIEND at playground and had a good talk. i mean more of whining and complaining of my life la. but so sorry uh, ask you down just to hear me talk rubbish. but somehow, you gan dong le wo. CHEESEY for you too! i know you won't feel good when i tell you all those things. i know. it somehow reflects back. maybe that's a retribution to me. i get back what i'd done. you should know. wanna tell you this just now, but somehow i feel that you'll think the same way, I ASSUME. and after all that you'd told me, i find myself really stupid. shouldn't had done all those things when actually what i got back is nothing. but now,its different! im smart already. and remember, our deal! ONE MONTH! i'll prove to you i can give it up! sorry for bothering you but BIG THANK YOU for coming down. that little keychain is a gift in exchange. weeeeeeeee. somehow, i wont forget this, YOU MO-TI-VA-TE-D ME with that BARNEY song! or should i say did CHEER-ED me up. though its a little bit lame, but your thoughts is appreciated! nice song though. " everyone is special " is it? weeeeeeeeeeeee! really and i felt like im missing something now. but a picture speaks a thousand words, i'll show it to you if i'd got the chance. i know you're having some problems too, i assume again, because you're like keeping everything to yourself like that. if got doubts dont always keep to yourself, you wont feel good, im here for you! always! because you'd been there for me when i really need someone. ((: SO GAN DONG WOR. ha ha ha ! and YOU YOU YOU, still having your ghastric problem uh. from last time till now if im not wrong. idiot eh you. must take good care of yourself okay! omg, there's really alot of things wanna tell you la. but its near weee hours already. tell you more next time. the one and a half hour, seems short, but well spent and so worthwhile. ((: CHEESEY CHEESEY!


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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

its approaching the third day of e-learning week. and yes, i did complete two modules for it. and its four more to go! alright, two days of gym did shag me off. yesterday was chest and today was shoulder, biceps and triceps. whole body aching now. but i like the feeling man! which means muscle's growing i guess? HA HA HA ! still small size as compared to the rest uh. gonna eat more more more now!! BIG BOY, i ate alot. but didnt gain any weights! WHY WHY WHY? ((:
oh thinking about the MST next week. holy, im so trying to study but to no avail. failed. weeeee!
and just feel like going to sing sing sing. gonna sing the hell out of myself, sing out all those unhappy stuff. but no one wants to go! arghhh. ANYBODY INTERESTED? weeeeeeee!

Some things done in an instant, can result in a lifetime of heartache.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches, and when the heart grieves over what it has lost, the spirit rejoices over what it has left. now, its time to reflect to what i'd done, to resolve and overcome it, so that i can move on. ((:


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and some miscellaneous pictures!


these are some photos that were taken during our CIP at Children's Aid Society! HAHHA!


alright, and this is MR EARNS(:!


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and i know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
this way and i miss you more than i should
part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall
and i hate the phone , but i wish you'd call
thought being alone , was better than

once again, thanks for this song! GOODFRIEND, shall sing it together uh.
WEEEEEEEEE.
TONS OF CHEESEY!

well, its been five years and there's lots of things still left unsaid, but guess its mostly felt.
thinking back those days, and reflect them to now, we're so like-minded. those orthodox thing i did, did made you experience pain, i know. and what more should i say, other than apology. but its always so sweet of you to forgive and forget.
"i met you and now i see, this is the way it should be"


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Monday, November 06, 2006

all of the things that i want to say just arent coming out right. im tripping inwards, you got my head spinning. i dont know where to go from here. there's something about you that i cant quite figure it out. everything you does is so beautiful and right. what day is it, in what month. this clock never seemed so alive. i'll share the air i breathe, i'll give you my heart on a string, i just dont wanna miss anything :‘(


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WOOOOOO! tiring day i had this past two days! k first thing first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM! ((:
but couldnt celebrate it with you, im so sorry. gonna work. but i promise you to buy a cake!
alright. yesterday was FUNNNN! k rest at home till i went to work around three plus. was supposed to work from five to ten. but went there earlier to accompany kenji go raffles city take stock! k then went to work as usual. and comes the most pleasing part. we ( KENJI, DARREN JAC GRACE and ME! ) went to kbox after work! ya by right is to go there and enjoy, because kenji had promise me this! but by left, is to celebrate my last day at BUGIS LEVIS. but gonna talk bout that later. ((:
alright. met up with JAC and GRACE, so called ex taka staff. didnt see her before. alright. went in around ten forty five and we're supposed to sing till one or two plus, but sang all the way till FOUR THE WEE HOUR! power. kenji was an absolute good singer la, can rap and sing those sentimental songs. power. but im not bad also k. but shy, so didnt really sing well. BOOO! haha but it was fun! had tons of laughter, we're like crapping and singing at the same time. theres goes darren sing ai hen jian dan, wooo that melts everyone's heart uh. HA HA HA ! but by four, everyone's so shag out, and were damn freaking cold inside la. ya we're out and headed home! TIRE TIRE after that work and sorts la. reached home around four thirty and
and today! woke up near two in the afternoon. and power. lucky work from five to ten. i wonder how kenji and jac can work. they're like morning shift today! power. ya. today was my last day there. was rather sad la. was exactly two month at BUGIS. had lots of fun with my colleagues. bidded farewell to them just now.
LINA: thanks! though everytime you say my, but now i realise its for my own good. different supervisor take things differently, dont worry. i'll do my best at MS one! thanks for your guidance!
JAC: FUNNY EH YOU! thanks also. you taught me how to be naughty uh. yesterday's damn fun uh. but i'll remember that lerkthai meal one! dont worry, and my file! you havent give me! HE HE!
KENJI: best pal at work! both of us share common interest uh! so good uh you. bring me go walk walk and sorts. swimming all those and all! BIGGEST THANK YOU TO YOU! we sing we laugh we play attitude together. you cheer me up i cheer you up. ((: when's our next kbox party!? HA HA!
DARREN: another lame-r. well, buddy. dont keep looking at POA charbo. go for it! you can do it one. you can sing one okay! but dont know why you so quiet yesterday. but the ai hen jian dan really damn nice! CHILL ON! see you around in school! DA REN!
MUHD: MUD MOTOR MUD TAPPERED! " alright stop, bring it back bring it back!" now no more back liao. cannot sing together! but though. " CALL MY NAME SEXY BITCH!" I'LL REMEMBER THAT! ha ha!
DIHLLON: tsk ass you. why want quit levis? but i left before you. alamak. nevermind see you around la! CHEERS!
yup and im out of bugis! to marina square. but dont worry! AH EARN will go down if im free! WEEEEE! THANK YOU ALL!
alright mingda, its okay its alright. its not the end of the world. there's someone felt as terrbile as you! ITS ME! but dont worry! cheer up my brother. those love love thing damn hard to understand one. its better for us not to fall into it too deeply, it hurts. fcuking hurt man. but im not telling to give up on her. since she treats you like a dog. do the same thing back. you can be even better, treat her like a dogshit. she dont worth you to love so deeply man. COME ON! i know you can over come this. im trying to! so i believe you can do it too. you're stronger! ((:


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Saturday, November 04, 2006

alright. wake up damn early today, was being nag by my dad. my god. alright. thought i was early, but saw garry's there when i reached mrt. waited for jianliang and headed for school! k while waiting. there goes garry telling me some story, which only one word can describe ' AMAZING '. ya but cannot say. (:
k there's only few people when i reach class. most of them late uh. k was having lessons all the way till 11.30am and went off for my lunch! met up with garry eesan yihming and jianliang, and headed to clementi after that. alright. slack awhile and went working. oh well, im so tire already. slept in train. ya went to get BIG BOY'S belated present. was so late. because im out of cash already uh. but guess that too short for him, nevermind its okay. maybe it fits. (:
went back shop to sleep. really tire uh. ): but what to do, still have to work. and work's so fun until i receieved one really bad news. sigh. gonna transfer to marina square! and it commence on the 6th! which is next week. so fast. so sad can. was like stayed at bugis for two months only. then so fast got transferred. dont know for what reason also. their supervisor like so strict. nevermind. luckily its near to bugis and suntec. can still go find them and daniel! but cant enjoy the fun anymore.): might be going to sing sing with colleagues tomorrow night. but havent confirm yet. =X alright. stop here!

my little finger's become elephant finger now. blueblack uh. but thanks bigboy for the massage. but its still swollen la. LOLOL! hope faster recover, if not super uncomfortable.

k, CHEESEY TILL I BLOG AGAIN! ((;


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Friday, November 03, 2006

again today, woke up late again. was actually rushing out already till i received eesan's call. HE'S TILL AT HOME. wooo. that's a relieve. got people to accompany me to school. alright. met up with him then realise my lesson starts at 8.30am today. no need rush! ((:
was still, was half an hour late for lesson. CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. haha thats shit la. nearly fall asleep. but didnt! HA HA. alright was watching video and listening to story. quite meaningful though. k and i went for all lessons today! cannot skipped class already. so by hooked or by crooked. I HAVE TO GO.
alright. had c-prog test today. this is like hell to me. didnt know a single shit bout that module. anyhow write and went off. jiaqing's in the same boat as me. goodluck dude. L O L !
met up with eesan alvin yihming jianliang and longsheng to go home. was supposed to go gym one, but was too tire uh. so went home and rest then went out study awhile. but spent most of the time talking. always like that. but had fun. (:
today's so boring. as in nothing interesting happened. boooo for today!

Fashions are merely variations on the eternal struggle between admitted desire to dress and unadmitted desire to undress.
read up this verse some days ago. but i just couldnt remember where i took this thing down. sound so complicated. but is really fashion and trend a "thing" which can be ignored? do our appearance really bother us ? (:

ah ting so cheesey! (:


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Thursday, November 02, 2006

argh was messing with my internet just now, stupid. cant connect! but somehow, due to my professional skills, i managed to crack that stupid problem! and anyway! today was tiring! but i ENJOY it yay! was super late for lesson today. starts at 10, but i left home at 10 and reach class around 10.50am. its so freaking hell. but luckily, AUGUSTINE PANG closed one eye. mark-ed my attendance. (:
alright had lunch with garry eesan alvin and jianliang this afternoon and headed for my HUMAN RESOURCE class! was like so looking forward to that lesson every week. so fun. gathered into groups for discussion of tutorial! but before that was one hour of lecture. eesan and chongjun fell asleep. but im writing notes and paying attention! UNBELIEVEABLE UH? actually wanna sleep also. but mind over body! HA HA HA! alright. was back in group, dont know is lucky or sway, our group was chosen to present. but bobian. we're the best group. =X HA HA HA. im KIDDING! (: best part is when chongjun went up presenting but we only wrote so so so few answers la. but still he crapped it through, APPLAUDES PLEASE! (: and had fun in this lesson, all the crappings and disiao~ cheesey for this!
and headed home and went to gym after that. oh well, did some chest and bicep. but its like wasted off. because went to played basketball with garry and lotss. sweat and sorts make muscles smaller. ): but alright. today was fun! HE HE HE! CHEESEY FOR TODAY! WEEEE!


today, which is now, 2nd nov! and guess what?! its GOODFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to JULS(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!


touched not? but you better be okay! and your presents is ready for collection! and study hard for CHINESE! best of luck! (:

and today, was supposed to be our 11th month. 11th month eh! sighhhh. if the both of us could, we'll not be in this shit now. was so angry and sad when you didnt reply some of my messages the previous time. but now, just do anything that pleases you. as long as you're happy can already. stay chill and cheesey ya?! www and cycling? im still hoping one we day we could do all this. but now i think we shall cancel this trip. and 2nd dec, the promise, i think lets drop that idea la. its better for you and me this way, no hard feelings. but somehow i still wanna say. HAPPY 11TH MONTH, MY DEAR AH TINGG. ):
i still love you and i miss you so badly. ):


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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

alright. the second day i went school for all lessons. felt rather tire uh. woke up super early. fallen asleep during PEEE tutorial. and intend not to go for DE lecture one. but told myself. mind over body. went for that lesson. WEEEE. applauds please! but somehow, is akbar motivated me. thanks! (:
lesson was fun today. and first time see my happy-go-lucky akbar went crazy today. not as in crazy, what i mean is fierce. and is super fierce uh. all thanks to irritating joel. alright its about some silly stuffs la. after school. headed work!
got my pay already. 440dollars if im not wrong. didnt really check it. weee. and went shopping spree at EVERLAST before work. bought three stuffs for myself and got one present for my GOODFRIEND. alright. her birthday's on thursday. (: spent roughly about 119dollars there i guess. WOOOOW. but its great. so long after im buying things fo myself. ha ha ha.
work was fun as usual, with kenji and jac around. learning all kinds of different languages, i mean vulgarities. HA HA HA. oppps. k and today. omg. saw two super ugly bapo. they'd came in buy jeans. feel like puking already uh. so disgusting. the breasts' like so fake la. so silicon-ed. -_-lll. and their legs' damn ugly la. still wear skirt. the voice even worse. so man la. MY GOODNESS. k enough of that. dont wanna think bout them. DISGUST. haha.



alright. saw this when having DE lecture. wenchuan pass this thingy to me. looks interesting uh? WHO WANNA GO? non-SP student also can. (: anyway HAPPY HALLOWEEN! halloween last for 3days! which is the eve called the eve of 'All Saints', and the day,'All Saints' itself which is on 1st november, and third, 'All Souls' is 2nd november. halloween is somehow similar to out chinese ghost month. but they celebrated it in a different way. didnt know the origins of it much. but gonna read it up soon!. HA HA HA.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmtgnEXjvvI
this is real funny! go take a look if you got the time! (((:
FUNNY UH, MY GOODFRIEND. (:

again, read up big boy's blog. should go take a look. somehow somewhere, some thoughts came into my mind while reading it. well, taking things differently, i'd tried before. but im still stuck in this same old brand new shit.
reaching out for a hand that seem so far.


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