alright, after which, went home and meet up again for singing! wooowoo! its just so fun spending our time in that room. singing the hell out of ourselves! HAA! ((: its always so CHEESEY inside.

well, we do had hard times going home. raining~ ha ha ha ! urgh, no worries. i brought UMBRELLA this time round. ((: and nothing much today also. and shall uploads some photos we took on CHRISTMAS EVE! and i got back my lost-gift and wallet! thanks garry's cousin.

well, them. alvin! HA HA HA ! ((:

candid one. well, my backview though. and look what cecilia doing? OH MAN! =X

and finally, ALL OF US! woowoo NEXT PAGE PUB!

k, got a messgaed from bestf. and then, somehow i headed town to see her. haaa. thats wooo. accompanied and im back home to get my gingerbread family! well, went to jianliang's place for early celebration of his birthday and also for CHRISTMAS at night! wooo! its another gather for the KAKEES. ya towards the late one. one by one start coming in la. well, ate and the whole lots just started playing MAHJONG! while others play laptop la. alright, was actually winning one. but dont know left with nothing when i was about to go home. in the end, i lost $$$$. -.- its okay. seldom gamble okay. ya had some winning eleven games with sebas(jianliang's friend) too. he's a pro la! come on. hahaha. well, headed home around 3:30am. and my phone is so dead la.

but anyway, its a fun day. i mean A FUN NIGHT WITH THEM! and of coz, we exchange our so called CHRISTMAS GIFT! ((: wooowooo. thanks all!

alright! its CHRISTMAS'S EVE! aww i know thats no big deal la. well, met up with jianliang, yihming, mingda, yibin gifford and cecilia around late evening. k. then headed to cine and had some billiard games la. coz we're like have to wait for the rest to join us. hoho, while waiting. cecilia accompanied me to collect my birthday gift from GOODFRIEND. oh well, NICE ONE! ((; thanks alright. you're much appreciated! weeweee! its better than the one i did for you. =X

alright, headed back to cine and had our dinner at kobayashi. well, mingda and gifford joined, followed by the rest. HA HA HA .

okay. the whole town is damn packed la. and we hurried our way to raffles place and meet up garry there. luckily, there's not much crowd there. relieve. waited for eesan to come over. and of coz. we took tons of photos.!!! with two camera of coz. so fun. with all posing and all. and two expert photographers(alvin and garry). FUN. well. waited quite long. which means we took photos for damn long also la. HAAA.

and! the whole lot head towards FLO! including eesan. ya i repeat who were there. garry, mingda, jianliang, yihming, yibin,alvin,stephanie,cecilia,eesan,gifford and MR EARNS(: haha oh well. walked quite some distant la but though we still reached FLO. at first, all were excited. thought we could get in. but in the end. IC-checking. damn it. despair. and luckily garry phone up his cousin. and the whole lot headed to mohd sultan. HAHAHA dont worry its NEXT PAGE PUB. well, its nice fun inside okay. and of coz. i guess all of us had enjoyed.

alright was for what happen inside pub, thats a secret. only kept to those who're there. but i just i went crazy. sorry guys for all my nonsense!! but though, FUN is the words i'll describe.

and its around 3am, near 4. we were all outside. discussing where to go next. but dont know, headache, or somehow damn GIDDY. ya me and yibin headed home first. alright, he's another crazy guy. well, the rest went town! guess should be quite fun uh. ((: enjoyable night again!

well, had headache when woke up. but woo. its already 2pm sharp then. tire uh. and come to recall, i'd vomit quite a number of times, and laosai for twice. damn it. the consequences. -.- but well, who cares. we enjoyed!

k rest, and went to play basketball with them. my kakees la. HAHAH! well, all of us back to normal again. weeeweee. saw jisheng and kongliang! wooo. so long since we'd met them alright. ya then headed to 848 to join the rest. and went 850 to play. tire uh. but so long since we'd played basketball together. rather fun. ((: rest awhile, and went all headed home.

ya headed for training. no more cramp this time round again. thank god. ya. as usual. running and cardio. wooo. then comes kicking and punching. so fun. but tiring, i dont know why. just so tire la. toes pain =X

and well, slight headache. maybe because of the rain that two days. got that kind of falling sick feeling. but i dont want! so trying to keep myself back. hope by christmas, it'll be better.

k, today is all about WALKING. i mean real ones. k met up with bestf.(: and sorry i was late. not on purpose. got reason. k thanks for accompanying okay. walking around three topman in town. but just couldnt find that jeans i want. how sad uh. but well, you said this "i accompany you shopping, you lend me your ears" something like that. so funny. in the end, we were both complaining? no, whining i guess. ya whining about our past? thats funny.

alright, saw someone which we're not suppose to see. but well, i think that's not the one that affects you right? ya. i know.

so fun, were like kept talking from town to marina square. LOL. alright, and you ate so little okay. k not blame-ing you. YA. that long walk. i wont forget it. actually just wanna talk a scroll. but dont know why, as you were saying, we walked damn far okay. cant believe. from esplanade, to dont know where! kallang? yes kallang, i suppose. dragon boat was use to be there. damn far okay. ya you said tire yet continue. weird uh. HA HA HA . well well. it do rains a little k. but luckily we got shelter! cool. ya thats when i got emo a little. but nah, nono. no affecting me much. well, had walked like more than an hour, rested near an hour, and walked again for an hour or so. oh my. thought we'd reached kallang mrt, but reached BUGIS instead. imagine how far we'd walked. excuse, WALK i mean. oh my, but seriosuly, im not tire la, lucky got you. kept talking and kept me entertained. but till some point, knew you were tire and moody.

i tried my best to you know. ((: ya you were feeling now, guess partly understands abit. just couldnt believe we're as bad okay. same situation, both sad, but cant help with anything. and worse is that, 23rd! oh my god~ how coincidental can it be? alright.

i guess, nevermind, shant said that much. if not i'll be damn fed up again. sorry about just now in msn. you should know. and i hope today, you werent bored k? walked around all those and shopping for my stuff, gingerbread family. dont blame me okay. but seriously. thanks for the company , i know you got flu. do take care of yourself okay.

you'll be alright after a sleep. and i hope i will be fine too. i hope so. you too okay. thanks a million. smile you~ (((((:

FINALLY! i got the time to sit down and blog. wooo, past few days were CRAZYYY! you understands me? ITS CRAZY! HAHAH! well, lets begins with sunday.

well well, the day didnt start off well! was raining the damn day la. from morning till night i suppose? ya, headed sentosa with my classmates! there goes xiaojian gave me the present also! PERFUME! ((: thanks. alright, met them all around 10:30am, then it started to rain. -.- BUT! this didnt stop our HEAT to go on. had some soccer games and some usual games that were played la. FUN.

(its still raining)

still, we continue playing. and this funny thing happen. there goes this three girls which we named MILO(bing, dinosaur and GODZILLA!) ok their ball floated too far out the sea, well, jiaqing volunteered to get the ball back to them. alright, thats funny. not once.but THRICE! HAHAHA! nevermind lazy to write all in details. that's long i think. ((:

well, but not bad after all. MILOs treated us their lunch which they cant finish in return. guess what! GOOD FOOD! JAPANESE FIRED CHICKENS, NUGGETS, HOTDOGS AND CHAR MEE HOON! damn nice! -.- i know its some common food outside, but to the FAMINE-US, they're like damn nice okay! all the food finished less than 10mins i guess. dont blame, WE'RE HUNGRY. ya, took some photos with them. but its with that photographer. which we suppose, our photos were still at sentosa. LMAO! :/

k, its around 3sharp when the rains get HEAVY! boring! last resort, headed to toilet and change up. ya though it rains, and plans didnt goes well, WE STILL ENJOYED OUTSELVES! haha especially RYAN and JIAQING. damn funny okay!. HAHAH! well well, had some meals at the food centre and headed to MARINA SQUARE KBOX! woooo! WE SINGS! so fun okay. at first was alright, but all of us went CRAZY inside again! thats what we usually do okay. HA HA HA!

i think its quite late by the time we sang finish. headed home and rest! and well, THANK YOU GUYS FOR CELEBRATING THE BIRTHDAY WITH ME. ((: much appreciated!

and i suppose, its MY BIRTHDAY! lets PARTY! glad, im SEVENteen finally. but no big deal though. =X

alright, today's celebration was with my BROTHERS! wooowoo! a different kind of feeling okay. SO NICE! ((: k met up with alvin, jianliang and sotong at khatib. but well, we got one uninvited guest->ANDY!(garry's nephew) haha laugh out loud! alright, he insist to tag along though most of us disagree.yeay. watched ERAGON! and my goodness! tell you what, damn, it a must watch show okay! so nice! shant said the story. GO SAPPHIRA!( its spelled like this, i suppose) hahah!

'im the dragon rider, i said go means go!' woooo POWERFUL. action-packed. thrilling. rate it 4 out of 5 CHEESEY! hahaha!

k after that, we went to HONG KONG RESTAURANT and had our DINNER! wooo, though the black pepper chicken is DAMN HONGKONG STYLE, its nice okayz! garry joined us for the dinner. and ITS MY TREAT! lucky for those who ate. hahaha, ahsan~ went to eat with CHARBO! sobsob! but well, its okay~

CECILIA joined us at taka after our meal. wooo its kinda filling okay. oh no, forget said who went. well, EESAN,GARRY,ALVIN,JIANLIANG,YIHMING,MINGDA, STEPHAINE,CECILIA AND andy. hahah! not alot, but they're my KAKEES! ((:

and we headed to CLARKE QUAY! and was so suppose to go CANNERY! BUT GOD DAMN! ITS RAINING DAMN HEAVY LA. spoiled the whole plan! -.- so wasted, we were like trapped at station. cannot go forward. well, with no choice, we headed back town to sing PARTYWORLD. well, its another kind of celebration! k then, alvin passed me that PRESENT! wooo come on! its damn nice okay! they choose it. long awaited TOPMAN! woooowooo! THANKS KAKEES!

still, alvin sent stephanie home and couldnt joined us for that singing. BUT! all of us went CRAZY again. at first was alright, but i got no idea why. the CRAZE just come. maybe i suppose, every singing goes this way. HAHAHAH!

its was like 2 or 3 sharp already. k and the remaining us took cab home! what a celebration, though didnt get into CANNERY. but still a nice one. WITH THEM! (((((((: was so paiseh la, let all of you run in rains, here and there. :/ but THANKS FOR THE WONDEFUL DAY! weeeweee!

k birthday's over, but celebration do continue! had a goodnight sleep. woke up damn late in the afternooon okay. well, rest myself and headed town to meet BESTF! wellwell, its like near 11pm when i caught up with her. waiting for her to offwork.

alright, shhh. hahaha! well, thanks for that cute little GAYMUCH present. you're much appreciated also! thanks!

alright, headed for movie! CINDERELLA! thought it was a good show. LMAO! but, indeeed a good show, which gave bestf a little fright i guess. ya "a little" i guess. HA HA HA ! alright i shan't laugh. =XXXX k the packet of popcorn do helps you in some ways right? alright, that show is kinda, -.- HAHAH~ no story line, or should i say, that storyline is so hard to understanding that even the both of us couldnt understand. LMAO! alright, 3 out of 5 cheesey! HAHA. do scared me in one part of the show. =X

alright, show ended around 2sharp? k knew you were tire. after work and all. but still accompanied for that movie. THANKS LA. and a horror movie. so hard on you i know. ((: but still THANKS! weeee weee!

and you and max, tell me more on friday! dont think too much yea? SMILE ((: oh, THANK YOU, bestf.

hohoho! woke up super damn to accompanied EESAN to the NAVY SEMINAR. so tire, so hungry, so sleepy okay. but FORTUNATELY, tahan through the whole talk, and i got BUFFET TO EAT! lucky. 4hours of hunger CANT KILL ME. woooo. hahaha! k went to get my facial wash stuff at tiong bahru and headed home!

well, ahsan came to my place for some dota games. HAHHA, and we headed to CAUSEWAY and meet up with eesan, sotong, jianliang and his brother for another MOVIE! well, this time round is worse. NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM. thought it was a damn nice show at first. but was kinda wrong. the show is funny, but just couldnt laugh during those part.LIKE SO LAME!!! MY GOD. almost fell asleep inside. =XXX

but show get abit more meaningful towards the end. average show. with animals, and ancient man coming alive. LMAO! cannot believe it, but it actually happen! " in that musuem" LMAO! well, 2.7 out of 5 cheesey! HAHAHA.

k, and the whole lot headed to jianliang's place for some pool games, soccer, cs? HAHA i guess thats all. and guess thats all.

i know i'd wrote alot. but well, who cares! but my fingers' tire! till i blog again! ((:

oh my, im so tired. but just wanna write something before i turn in.

alright, today was just TIREDDDDD! had a good sleep. finally. ya but woke up around noon and headed gym with fred,zongsheng,jiaqing. and CHEK HOW! finally, this guy wants to gym. oh well, didnt do alot, most of us were rushing in time. but still, dont know why so tire.

rush back to YISHUN and join my KAKEES for kickboxing training. well well well, im late alright. but no purposely, i was told 5pm start. headed for run, this is killing me. haha well, with some sprinting also. today was fun like last week, AND THANK GOD! my leg didnt cramp. ((:

stretching do helps okay. ya learnt some punch and dodge technique. of coz, learnt how to tie the handwrap. okay, best part is. KNEE KICKING. WOO! fun. and i guess the other 16 of us did enjoy too. LMAO!

well, thats all for today. just another brief one. HAHAH! TIRE! and tomorrow! BIG PARTY! WEEEEWEEEE!

AND THIS WEEK, GONNA TO BE A BUSY WEEK AGAIN! HELP! HAHAHA!

hohoho! leg was as pain. fcuk. hahaha. and after lessons, met up with the rest. and so fun okay. there goes alvin. " oi, see what see!" HAHAHA! oh my, damn crazy la. haha! ya went union slack awhile played some stupid games and headed to work.

and kinda boring at first, needa go RC help out for Mid Night sale. its crazy okay. last day still want me o this kind of things. but, its kinda fun there alright, HA HA HA. gotta know quite alot people. k after everthing, its was like 12.30am. and we( althea, HEBE, weisheng(-.-) and one dont-know-what-name) went for supper ! OH WELL, decided damn long and we headed to MAKANSUTRA. mickey came to joined us after that. ordered TONS of food okay. the girls couldnt ate much. but luckily mickey was there. LMAO! alright, started crapping and all, saying those kinda cold jokes or riddle la. that was really cold. HAHAHAH! damn idiot one okay. and everybody was like entertaining weisheng. -.-. well, for no reasons, we started talking about ghost and all. its was like 2am already. my god. they actually said that, at first was alright, but then dont know why getting more and more scary. and i mean really SCARY OKAY. my school, the red bridge. fcuking hell!! -.- alright, there goes HEBE with her reaction, damn cute okay. so fun. chatted all the way till 3sharp. and is like hell already. wave a cab and headed home! and one thing, HEBE got this super funny reaction in the cab. LMAO! dont know how to explain that, just so funny okay.

FINALLY, had a good rest, so long since i' sleep till 12pm today. so shuang okay. but have to wake up for gym. hahah. met up with zongsheng, fred and jiaqing. still alright, as compared to last time. and ya headed to suntec and bugis awhile. and came back to cut hair. and this time round, its ultimately short, really looks like one nerd la. -.- and _l_ shouldnt had cut so short, but well, it'll grow back. ((:

guess thats all for today, and tomorrow! proj discussion. ((:

WELL, AND SHE ACTUALLY SANG THAT SONG!!! how nice uh? CHEESEY!((((:

alright, school was alright, nothing much happened though, until all the lesson ends. oh my god! damn funny it was okay. there goes jiaqing imitating what seekiang's do. all the actions and all, IT IS SUPERBLY FUNNY OKAY! we were like laughing like siao. took videos also. DAMN FUNNY OKAY! making the halo around their head, pretend like angel, but looks more like clown to me. LAUGHING OUT LOUD! really funny, and they actually did that all the way from class till mrt station. FUCKING HELL! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !!

and ya, went partyworld at night with garry, sotong, jianliang, mingda and salny. still alright, but didnt sing well. couldnt get to my head voice. wtf. alright, so beaten when i got home.

woke up late okay, so tire. reached station around 7:45am, and wtf. train service was disrupted man! holy shit, received a call from jiaqing earlier, thought he was kidding, but hell, its the truth, its like wtf okay. so many people, squeeze like one stupid idiot. but somehow i got my attendance though im like an hour late. lucky teacher understands. and well, think someone jump down the track again. and i dont get the reason why people are doing it now? end their life just for the $50k?

alright, back to class, and they were all talking about this issue. and received a mail from lectuer saying tutorial cancelled, alright, no more lesson for today. -.- almost all skipped the lecture at 1pm. k then, headed to JE gym with Fred, JQ, and Kevin. was so shag after that okay. headed home and slept. LOL!

well, alvin! take good care of yourself! drink more water alright?! ((: you'll be fine soon!

and im so addicted to this particular song now, BEI JI QUAN. damn nice okay. omg, if only someone would have sing to me. i mean SING WITH ME. how good is that. IF ONLY. ..................................

this few days' damn tiring okay, shag off like a dog. didnt really blog or online uh. oh well, gonna wrapped up this few days' routine.

THURSDAY

school as usual, but skipped structured prog lesson. so boring. oh well, was spending half of the day preparing for 3rd Year Assembly. moved all the equipments out, drumset and all. do some lightings and finally watch the rehearsal. jiaqing acutally sang very well okay. alright, went to meet the rest at union. ya rest awhile, then alvin and me headed to bugis and meet up garry eesan weisheng and all. well, main purpose to there is to get our clothes for Friday security. went up and down bugis. bought one black shirt, and my long waited BLACK SKINNY JEANS at TOPMAN! wooooo! alvin got the same pair as mine. eesan got the same top as mine. brothers you see ((:
alright, headed BV walked around while garry bought his coat. nice one. and well, headed home then.


FRIDAY
lesson finished at 12pm. and im like wearing full black the damn day. its hot alright. suppose to gather at union at 12pm. but was changed to 2pm. alright. slack around uh. saw MMSP contestants, woooooo! JASMINE'S DAMN POWER OKAY. SEX APPEAL=8.5! wooo! she's a part-time model though, damn pretty. the rest was alright actually. was preparing from 3pm onwards, was like cock-up. all of us dont know what to do. but we actually did well during the event. done our job, MMSP results' out, Melissa the Miss SP, oh my god. THIS IS DAMN SHOCKING. shit and unexpected results. maybe the jugde was blind or brided or something. oh well, not sure who's the winner for Mr SP. alright, after photo taking, we were like dead people. damn tire. afterall , it was great.


SATURDAY
had fullshift today. was so boring in shop okay. not close to all of them. but luckily kenji came to relief! and ya daniel came after that. hoho! havoc! we were like teasing each other la, but im the one got tease the most. -.-
oh well, first was about the past, then was about carol,jocelyn then a girl opposite my shop. wth! im so got nothing to with them, but kenji and daniel gang up to make me! wth, its okay. quite fun. and i finally saw CAROL! oh carol, she pretty okay. =X ya and the teasing still continues. was so shy already k. but after all, today was good with kenji and daniel around. ((: but still, its not my day today. so many things pop up at a time. sighh.



and today was supposed to be our one year, my dear.
but everything's over already.
and one thing,
i do remember about the promise.
i do, i never forget it.
was morning shift today,
but shirley changed it because i didnt work on friday.
_l_
im so wanted to go okay.
and i thought you wouldn't be there,
as you know, you'd got your boyfriend.
there's no point meeting me again.
i know it's a promise made,
and i actually broke that promise
but i just want to apologise.
and i still wonder,
why do you have to go back there?
you can choose not to go,
your boy is there for you, my dear.
or is it you're there just to fulfill the promise thats all?
i really want to know why.
but maybe i wont have the chance to know the reason.
it's really a heartache when you called.
and you're actually there waiting okay.
and of all the insulting words i said previously,
im so wrong,
but i guess,
you should know why i'd done that by now.
im sorry, but i have to make things this way.
i wont compromise things anymore.
you're on your own, but not alone.
im so trying real hard not to shake,
and trying so hard to forget.
the pinch is obviously there.
but hope you're doing real fine now.
scoring well for tests right?
ya and all the best to the both of you.
i wont know when we'll see each other again,
but till then,
i hope i can get over it,
and have the courage to face you again.
as for now,
if i told others i dont love you,
im lying to myself.
i just need some more time.
all i could say is this much,
take care.

it's so deep but meaningless. sighhhh.