this few days' damn tiring okay, shag off like a dog. didnt really blog or online uh. oh well, gonna wrapped up this few days' routine.

THURSDAY

school as usual, but skipped structured prog lesson. so boring. oh well, was spending half of the day preparing for 3rd Year Assembly. moved all the equipments out, drumset and all. do some lightings and finally watch the rehearsal. jiaqing acutally sang very well okay. alright, went to meet the rest at union. ya rest awhile, then alvin and me headed to bugis and meet up garry eesan weisheng and all. well, main purpose to there is to get our clothes for Friday security. went up and down bugis. bought one black shirt, and my long waited BLACK SKINNY JEANS at TOPMAN! wooooo! alvin got the same pair as mine. eesan got the same top as mine. brothers you see ((:
alright, headed BV walked around while garry bought his coat. nice one. and well, headed home then.


FRIDAY
lesson finished at 12pm. and im like wearing full black the damn day. its hot alright. suppose to gather at union at 12pm. but was changed to 2pm. alright. slack around uh. saw MMSP contestants, woooooo! JASMINE'S DAMN POWER OKAY. SEX APPEAL=8.5! wooo! she's a part-time model though, damn pretty. the rest was alright actually. was preparing from 3pm onwards, was like cock-up. all of us dont know what to do. but we actually did well during the event. done our job, MMSP results' out, Melissa the Miss SP, oh my god. THIS IS DAMN SHOCKING. shit and unexpected results. maybe the jugde was blind or brided or something. oh well, not sure who's the winner for Mr SP. alright, after photo taking, we were like dead people. damn tire. afterall , it was great.


SATURDAY
had fullshift today. was so boring in shop okay. not close to all of them. but luckily kenji came to relief! and ya daniel came after that. hoho! havoc! we were like teasing each other la, but im the one got tease the most. -.-
oh well, first was about the past, then was about carol,jocelyn then a girl opposite my shop. wth! im so got nothing to with them, but kenji and daniel gang up to make me! wth, its okay. quite fun. and i finally saw CAROL! oh carol, she pretty okay. =X ya and the teasing still continues. was so shy already k. but after all, today was good with kenji and daniel around. ((: but still, its not my day today. so many things pop up at a time. sighh.



and today was supposed to be our one year, my dear.
but everything's over already.
and one thing,
i do remember about the promise.
i do, i never forget it.
was morning shift today,
but shirley changed it because i didnt work on friday.
_l_
im so wanted to go okay.
and i thought you wouldn't be there,
as you know, you'd got your boyfriend.
there's no point meeting me again.
i know it's a promise made,
and i actually broke that promise
but i just want to apologise.
and i still wonder,
why do you have to go back there?
you can choose not to go,
your boy is there for you, my dear.
or is it you're there just to fulfill the promise thats all?
i really want to know why.
but maybe i wont have the chance to know the reason.
it's really a heartache when you called.
and you're actually there waiting okay.
and of all the insulting words i said previously,
im so wrong,
but i guess,
you should know why i'd done that by now.
im sorry, but i have to make things this way.
i wont compromise things anymore.
you're on your own, but not alone.
im so trying real hard not to shake,
and trying so hard to forget.
the pinch is obviously there.
but hope you're doing real fine now.
scoring well for tests right?
ya and all the best to the both of you.
i wont know when we'll see each other again,
but till then,
i hope i can get over it,
and have the courage to face you again.
as for now,
if i told others i dont love you,
im lying to myself.
i just need some more time.
all i could say is this much,
take care.

it's so deep but meaningless. sighhhh.