Monday, April 30, 2007

rei(:

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4/30/2007 01:09:00 AM

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

i know you'll never gonna compromise
thats how you always behave
and guess what,
life like this without you makes me drown
i give out my hands and reach for help
not others, but from you.

like pebble thrown into river making ripple effect
the effect gets bigger and and further out the way
thats how you and i drifted from that moment
further, furthest, distant

nothing's alright, nothing seems to pace
the constants, arent so constant anymore
there i shout, but aint making any sound
there he shout, but nothing seems to amplify
it attentuate, and no one seems to care
felt so dispirit, it was just a simple apathy

this seems to mean something,
but hell no, dont you act like you'd know everything
listen here,
this heart-rending song is for you, gone beloved.

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4/28/2007 12:43:00 AM

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

celebrated yibin's and yihao's birthday today.
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, DEAR BROS.
(:

so long, and goodbye.

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4/24/2007 01:04:00 AM

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Monday, April 23, 2007

was in RDC camp this three days.
fatigue
hunger
scorching
chilly
it's what i felt in the camp.
but
ultimately, it's entertaining, fun, and CRAZY!

who's looking south?
not me not me. im not looking back
who's denying?
not me not me, im stating the truth.

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4/23/2007 12:56:00 AM

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Friday, April 20, 2007

jam-ed @ moberly. kevin, akbar live. jiaqing stratching. ben on the far end, drumming.

the juliana theory.

they say, old habits die hard
but i say, they're better off dead.
they say, it's my favourite mistake
but i say, it's just a simple regret.

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4/20/2007 03:45:00 PM

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shut your mouth,

screamed ;
4/20/2007 12:27:00 AM

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

torn-pride, and look into my eyes
your pain is my satisfaction
look another way, dickhead

screamed ;
4/19/2007 12:10:00 AM

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

jealousy's an ugly word, but you dont seem to care.
you converse behind my back.
i dont give a damn and i need no one to comply with me.
dont even need you to.
fuck camaraderie, you can see it in my eyes
i cant trust anyone.
now, can you understand? its sorrow that feeds my life.
so, get the fuck away and just live your life blind like me.

screamed ;
4/18/2007 12:33:00 AM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

hello school.
hello foolish freshies.
hello lecturers.
hello friends.

goodbye cold empathy,
goodbye diedheart

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4/16/2007 11:16:00 PM

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

fianlly, three months of holidays' over
and hello school, hello classmates. (:

you fear to see the cold hard road when you wake up, maybe it's illusion, but couldnt you just believe it? maybe it's deceiving, but how deceiving can it be.
the tear in your eyes, and your calm hard face, seems like its been shattered. that mistakes were golden, and it seems like without you, its something that you couldnt do.
so dont treat me that im to be blame, dont treat me like i ever accused you.

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4/15/2007 11:55:00 PM

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

you're not alone
there's no place to go
keep holding on
because i know you'll make it through
just stay strong
because i know you can do it
there's nothing you can say, there's nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so, keep holding on.

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4/12/2007 12:19:00 AM

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Monday, April 09, 2007

SUN-day.
had lunch with family at ChongPang. always.
ya chatted quite alot with parents today
right, rushed down to meet Jianliang and Mingda
Jianliang went to work. Mingda and i then headed down to Paragon to meet Joyce, Lilian and Jiajun
well, nothing also. just walking around.
Garry, Alex, Yihming, Leonard, Tianfu and one of their friend joined us later
wow. alot people uh?
ya just slacking around.
"want to go where?" thats a common question for us nowadays.
went Cineleisure after that. and Jiajun left for his cousin's place.
the rest all went to slack at Cineleisure cafe. dont what is it called.
the second level one.
ate, drink and all.
then headed down for dinner at Orchard Plaza.
nothing much. afterwhich, we headed down to Centrepoint for a little walk.
ya there goes Alex, Mingda and i finding skinnyskinny. funny thing.
all the way till mrt station.
well, headed back after that. hahaa
again, slack at khatib with Mingda.
chatte quite alot today. wow. hahaa.
(:
photos time!

garry,leonard,tianfu and sotong. slacking. where's our food la!

there's sotonghead, alex and a little bit of mingda. hahaa.

tianfu, mingda and joyce? ya thats joyce. LOLOL!

on the way back, tianfu and sotong playing 5-10. very usual game for us now. haha. and ya alex. always so cool.

the rest. hahaa. and ya my head. LOL!

take 1, lilian and dajie.

take 2, lilian and dajie again. ya etuctca LOL!

wow, long porcupine's hair. mingda mingda. haha.

lilian, tan soo hwee, earn. HELLO YOU(:.

ya thats a classic one. LOLOL! earn, tan soo hwee and lilian. covering her face. LMAO!

hoho, everyone's favourite! earn and dajie la. (:

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4/09/2007 12:27:00 AM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

wooooa. parents left for malaysia early this morning.
ya went back to see my grandma.(:
and left left home all alone.
sis went chalet. bro went to work.
but luckily my bro came back early.
ya slept till damn late today.
ordered KFC and settled my lunch.
meet up Jianliang, Mingda, Alex, Yihming, Joyce, Lilian and Yunhan at AMKhub.
they were working la. and right, went there to slack.
oh, Juliet joined after that. but didnt get to see her.
nothing much also.
billiard-ed.
and settled dinner at MOS with them.
and funny. first time see Yihming so shy eh.
ya with roses and bear. WOW. =x
ya headed back to slack awhile and back home.

i want you to know
you belong in my life
i love the hope
i see in your eyes
for you i would fly
at least i will try
for you i'll take
the last flight out.

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4/08/2007 01:22:00 AM

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

ALRIGHT!
THURSDAY.
k went Jianliang's place around late afternoon time.
ya helping him with clothes and hair and all. LOL!
but well, not bad, he's handsome that day. (:
k meet up with Alvin after our meal at 795.
headed down to Taka Mcdonald and caught up with Mingda, Alex, Yihming, Joyce and Lilian.
ya thanks for the candy Lilian.
and right, slack after that. then headed down to Cineleisure for a couples of billiard.
Joyce and Lilian disappear on the way. haha. they left uh.
k slack around town. walk here and there. chill in and out.
we bought Alex a cake. supposed to buy it at Swensen.
but the rest wants to walk around.
ya right. headed down to Youth Park after that.
eh no, somewhere near Youth Park ah. its water supply building. dont know what is it called.
and ya crapped and waited really long for Juliet and Yunhan.
REALLY LONG.
k soon after they reached. we started sing birthday songs and all. cut cake.
ya nice cake though. crunchy on the inside. chewy on the outside. (:
slack there. played a little games with bithday boy. MR ALEX. hahaa
no fret la BOSS. (:
k after which we cabbed down to WALA WALA!
ya supposed to find a pub uh, but ya no ideas.
but thanks to Garry. WALA WALA.
ya were supposed to go up for live band .
but gonna close soon. and the girls cant have alcoholic drink so cant go up. ):
yup. slack there and WE DRINK!
ya photos taken there too.
chatted, suan-ing each other (poor Jianliang), joked, laughed, played, DRINKED, DRUNK. -.-
ya i guess im supposed to be the one got drank. wtf.
i admit la. lousy drinker. =X
Jianliang had JimBean, Mingda and Alvin had Singapore Sling, Alex and Yihming had 5bottles of beer, the girls had plain water. LOLOL! and me, TEQUILA SUNRISE. wtf.
WELL, at first tequila was still alright.
but played 5-10 with Jianliang and all. and drank a mixture of JimBean and beer. wtf! i dont like to mix la.
but bobian. just for the leisure k. and drank quite alot of the mix one. wtf.
nevermind, still, i finish my tequila. (:
and by that time, i know the drunk-feeling is there already.
WTF
the rest drank quite alot too. but they're still okay.
damn, headache, giddy and all strikes. LOLOL!
Mingda, Jianliang, Alvin and i cabbed back.
the rest went Geylang eat i guess.
ya Alvin went home. and the three of us headed to ChongPang Nasi Lemak.
and fuck, im fucking red, head super ache.
thought eating chicken wings would help. but fuck. worse.
Mingda wasnt feeling well also, he's sick la.
Jianliang still in good condition.
me, CANNOT MAKE IT ALREADY.
cabbed back after that.
the fucking headache still there, but well, cant be bother, just slept. (:
what a nice day spent. (:
and HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ALEX! (:
and today. was woke up by my mum. headed down to ChongPang for lunch
slack at home.
and meet up with Mingda to slack after my dinner.
ya walked around and sat around.
thats all.
and photos time!

there's jianliang, mingda and alvin. were waiting for the rest to come. their cab too slow. -.-

wooow. LOOK AT YIHMING'S FACE. hahah!

ya thats juliet. (:

ALEX and yihming ya, slacking la. hahaa

big brother. mingda. LOLOL! fierce ah?

jianliang! can regconise is him right?

ya juliet and earn. (:

ALVIN AND ALEX. oh man, he finally smiled. haha (:

ALVIN, handsome ah.

ALVIN again, but eh, this one look abit. LOLOL!

earn and alex. ya this was at building la, and mingda's trying the qiang jing tuo. =X

agian, juliet and earn(:

earn and jianliang. whahah. handsome?

wow, EVERYONE'S FAVOURITE! (this is before i was LOL)

and man, everybody's favourite. ( after -.- ). HAHAHA!

this were all at the building. WOW! yihming and jianliang trying to kiss birthday boy la. LOLOL!

alvin, jianliang, earn, alex and CAKE! hahah!

mingda, earn, alex, alvin and CAKE. lame. hahah! happy birthday, boy.

hello alvin. hahah! he walk pass and blocked ALEX! LOLOL!

alex and alvin! ((:

forget to take Yunhan's photo. SORRY. hahah!

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4/07/2007 01:51:00 AM

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

hello humans.
haha. cant remember if i'd blogged yesterday. but well. nothing much also.
and today.
headed town and meet up with Mingda, Alex and Yihming.
oh well, we went there to get Alex's birthday present uh.
fuck, went so many Topmanssss. but none got the black skinny.
-.-
k headed to Wheelock Place. ya they wanted to see Liting.
and bestf, you forgot bring my jacket. and didnt even say hello to me. ):
haha.
afterwhich, went down to Fareast. Yihming went to custom-made his cap.
whao, nicer than ours. k meet up Joyce, Lilian and their friend for awhile
headed down to AngMoKio. meet up Yunhan and Juliet at Funland.
nothing much also. chatted awhile and we left for home.
sat down at block 772. Mingda, Yihming and i.
ya talked alot. but well, shant say.
Jiaqing joined us abit later. ya long time no see, my goodbro.
chatted and HOME. (:
fuck, needa wake up early for GEM thing.
DAMN IRRITATING. wish me luck.
GOODNIGHT ALL.

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4/05/2007 12:30:00 AM

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

hello PEOPLE.

last few days were HAPPENING! thats all i would say.

k. as for today. meet up Mingda for dinner at Northpoint KFC.

right, saw MengYang there also. he's alone la.

so joined us in the end.

oh ya forget say. he's my friends for like 10years or so already. haha ever since primary three. (:

k slack around and all.

went 213 block slack. nothing much. just plain chit chatting here and there.

hahhaa.

and wow, he's organising an event @Fluid on 14April. anyone interested?

nice party yo. (:

and fuck. GEMS' a super irritating stuff. ROAR.

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4/03/2007 12:18:00 AM

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