Thursday, May 31, 2007
mini project is driving me nuts, spent more than two hours sitting down at mct lab with kevin even though we got no fucking class today. i was just sitting down there staring at the screen, while kev was trying real hard to get the bloodything work.
earlier on today, we ( including jiaqing ) were doing our rwp presentation. and god, spent another two hours or so to complete it. was quite satisfied with it, but still, there's some things left undone here and there. and thanks, kevin and jiaqing.
headache's killing me, useless panadols, doesnt even have a single shit effect.
screamed ;
5/31/2007 01:42:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
wtf, school work was in a total shit now. report presentation not complete, which was suppose to be presented today, Project2 PBIL not even done, friday's gem test havent even study, worse of all, dont know anything about it, logic design and mct are gone case.
and so wtf is going on la.
nevermind, fuckup school. and the past few weeks were utter rubbish man. going school was like a waste of time. wtf.
screamed ;
5/30/2007 12:26:00 AM
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Monday, May 28, 2007
and after all the thoughts, im finally able to see myself up again. there is more things for me to do than putting myself in solitude.
but still, dont treat me like the first time you know me, put to rest of how you thought of me.
and my reply to those who kept saying i'd changed, "things wont kept constant throughout, and if i'd changed, why not take a look at your bloodyself in the mirror and ask yourself, whether its you or me that changed. and dont come telling me that i'd changed without giving me any fucking reason, dont try to spout any nonsense out of yourself, motherfuckers."
no offence to anyone. but well, i appreciate those who show their concern into this.
HEYHEY YOU YOU,
goodfriend, thank you,
YOU. (:
screamed ;
5/28/2007 12:06:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
small, simple, safe price,rise the wake and carry me with all my regrets. this is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals. im not afraid to die, not afraid to bleed, and fuck and fight. i want the pain of payment, whats left, but a section of pigmy size cut. much like a slew of thousands unwanted fucks. would you be my little cuts? would you be my thousands fuck? and make mark leaving space for the guilt to liquid. to fill, and spillover, and under my thoughts. my sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. im cutting, trying to picture your black broken heart. love is not like anything. especially a fucking knife. hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens, a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins, i will never asked if you dont ever tell me, i know you well enough to know you'll never
love me.
i'm a fake, i'm a fake, i'm a fake, i'm a fake.
screamed ;
5/23/2007 11:53:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
bless me.
come and shout,
MOTHERFUCKER.
screamed ;
5/15/2007 11:47:00 PM
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Monday, May 14, 2007
there isnt anything wrong with giving up.
screamed ;
5/14/2007 12:06:00 AM
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
every action in this world will bear a consequence.
i see whats going down.
screamed ;
5/10/2007 11:56:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
28weeks later, there's no escape.
ROAR! and all this was only wishful thinking.
screamed ;
5/09/2007 11:50:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
which kindsoul will want to watch spiderman3 with me? )):
screamed ;
5/08/2007 12:28:00 AM
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BROTHER.(:
Red is the new BLACK.
Can't pretend that you're nothing special
You've got to look at all of your options
You can't decide what to go for
When it's all about trust
You see yourself on the TV
You read your magazine
You can't explain how it's come to be this
Stop and think...
When it's all about trust
THIS COVERAGE, your centre spread
YOUR NEON LIGHT DAYDREAM will
Shatter and break
AND IF YOU THINK I'M THINKING OF
YOU'RE VALUE HERE
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S LOSING CONTROL
This eventual stop, this break in the mould
I scream down this hotline
Just to feel something
THIS SITUATION isn't getting any better
I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES (the look in your eyes)
YOU WANT TO SEE A PRETTY FACE?
There isn't anything wrong with giving up
And for what it's worth
I STILL HATE YOU
screamed ;
5/06/2007 01:17:00 AM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
RED IS THE NEW BLACK
"Face The Truth"
You take a look around.
You don't like what you see.
There's people you don't know.
But you know they care.
It's been so long since you've heard the hurting words.
I care for you, and it's right this time.
Forget your past, and see what is now.
Even if you don't want to, you gotta face the truth.
You gotta face the truth.
You take a look around.
You don't like what you see.
There's people you don't know.
But you know they care.
You wait to say good-bye.
"Someday" may come along.
Not thinking of reality.
You make the most of your lies.
A broken heart comes crashing down.
From your stab from behind.
Not willing to admit the truth?
Just face the truth.
You gotta face the truth...
You take a look around.
You don't like what you see.
There's people you don't know.
Why don't you care?
You wait to say good-bye.
"Someday" may come along.
Not thinking of reality.
You make the most of your lies.
A broken heart comes crashing down.
From your stab from behind.
Not willing to admit the truth?
Just face the truth.
Why don't you care?
You wait to say good-bye.
"Someday" may come along.
Not thinking of reality.
You make the most of your lies.
A broken heart comes crashing down.
From your stab from behind.
Not willing to admit the truth?
Why don't you care?
screamed ;
5/05/2007 12:42:00 AM
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Friday, May 04, 2007
who says CHENG EARN doesnt smiles lately? the color of red is new black,
and seriously, for now, there's nothing for me to smile to.
screamed ;
5/04/2007 01:10:00 AM
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
emo,
its not a fashion statment, so stop staying it like one. dont self-proclaim please.
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5/03/2007 01:04:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
how can i still succeed taking what i dont need.
screamed ;
5/02/2007 01:05:00 AM
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