Tuesday, July 03, 2007

first day of school after three weeks of holidays and exams.
not as bad as i thought, partly is because there's no lesson today. ya, lecturers busy going through our exam papers.
well, got back two papers today. and thank god. was very much pleased with my results.
Microcontroller Tech. - 67.
glad with this, because i manage to pass! didnt really studied. a low mark i know, need not have to proud of it. but, i know i'd put in my best for this, and thats my best.
Analog System - 94!
seems high uh? but it is consider as a mediocre result in class already. yes, i agreed im fucking contented with this. but seeing people getting 95 and above makes me feel... argh. but, got nothing to whine about, i'd tried. (: and my lecturer told me this, " if you were to pay attention to lecture last time, i think you would have gotten a fullmark." ROAR! just have to blame myself for this.
a really elite class im in. so competitive. scoring As and distinctions for them is like sneezing, and getting fullmarks is just like digging nose. -.- it's that easy. but for me, i'd to struggle. struggle through everynight hoping to climb to the top, to only know that im only at the middle-of-the-road. sigh, i'll just do my part and keep on trying. (:

what the fuck is happening to this world?do we really need to use unconventional ways to achieve what we pursue? isnt being honest's the best reason to it? one of our school motto. " to have personal integrity " but do this really apply? i wouldnt have said it for students like me. but why cant even a school director put a thought to it? what the fuck?!

screamed ;
7/03/2007 12:34:00 AM

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