Saturday, July 21, 2007
it's another disappointing friday.
still i preferred to let things be this way, though it doesnt seems pleasant to me at all.
for at least, it make things go unnoticed and save up trouble for others.
there's people saying,
"why dont you go and tell things straight?"
"is seeing things from far nice?"
"why you so coward? dont dare to confess?"
yes, i like to see things from far, so others wont know and mind too much of my business.
and its not that i dont want to tell things straight, its just that i dont have the courage to.
i admit, im a coward. but i dont need you to judge me, fucktards.
perhaps, i should just give it up, there's no use when no action is taken. and i hope, after this semester end, everything will be fine.
there isnt, anything wrong with giving up anyway.
i dont know why im being like this, when im just an unseen in people's eyes.
school work after school work.
projects after projects.
beside all these, personal problems' another factor affecting me. WTF.
everything just cock up now.
its near to the end of semester already and everybody's rushing their work.
stress i know, frustrated it can be.
i dont know how long can i hold on to this load.
sometimes i thought to myself,
maybe giving up is the only way out.
at first, i thought i know what are brothers for.
but then, just today i realise and ask myself this question.
"What exactly is brotherhood?"
why cant we just give in to each other, each say lesser word instead of talking and telling each other off.
wtf is wrong now? why do we have to quarrel over fucktard girls, money or other shit.
is there really a need in doing this? WTF.
is winning over a quarrel makes one feel happy?
i really dont know and dont understand why.
sigh.
screamed ;
7/21/2007 01:13:00 AM
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