Monday, July 09, 2007

somehow, he sees you again. not the first, neither the second time. everything's just so well planned. as if it feels like everything was real.
right, you were at his place. and at that time, his parents were busy preparing the dinner, as though you were some vip in the house. at the sight of that, the both of you giggled. after dinner's taken, you sat in the living room with him and his parents. and then, you went closer to him and whispered to his ear, saying that you're staying over at his place that night. you were holding onto his hand while chatting with his parents, and watching the tv at the same time.
he feels you, and you felt him as well. the both of you were sitting together, but saying nothing. just enjoy the presence of each other. that moment, a thought came through his mind - to make you his only love for the rest of his life - thats how he want it to be. and a kiss by you on him, brings him back from his naive thought.
everything seems so peaceful, though quiet but sense of happiness can be felt. but, everything just disappear in the crack of dawn and to see himself that, everything which had happened before him, was just a sweet dreadful dream.
once, he promised himself, he's not gonna make the same mistake again. but this promise was busted. he'd lost to her, the big big girl. to only realise that, he still couldnt fight his way out of the big big world she lives in.

you taught his heart, a sense he never knew he'd had.

screamed ;
7/09/2007 12:40:00 AM

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