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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

alright, lets start from Sunday.
as usual, every morning, or perhaps its afternoon time when i woke up, i have to go chongpang with parents to have break-lunch. uh huh, stayed at home almost every sunday. but it's a different sunday that day. meet up kakees and went chinatown to pray pray and jia toh.
oh god, i thought after that pray pray i would be lucky, but who knows. we met a really weird old indian uncle while on our way home in train. ya, we were talking jokes among ourselves and across the seats and all. ya i admit we laughed out loud like nobody business. then this weirdo suddenly pop out dont know from where. and stood infront of us. at first we were like, cant be bothered, but FUCK, that weirdo keep looking at us. its like, the way he dress was normal, longsleeve shirt and pants. but carrying only one umbrella in hand. and for god sake, its not raining outside anyway. -.-!
and we were still talking ourselves, then suddenly garry and i clapped. ( because the jokes we were saying was damn funny la! ) only to realise, when we clap, that weirdo look at his hand. ROAR! wtf. and so to confirm whether is it because of that, we clapped again, and keep clapping continuously. and fuck, know what that weirdo did? his hand was quivering hard. real hard.
and he was like laughing to jianliang at the same time. WTF! -.- at first, we thought it was funny. but think again, that weirdo's fucking scary man. and when jianliang they all were about to alight at khatib, that weirdo fuckingly go and block him. its like, i dont know how to describe la. FUCK. then its our turn, to alight at yishun. jiaqing and i went to the other entrance, while alvin and garry were at the entrance where the weirdo stands. at first, like nothing happen, but when the door open that weirdo ran towards our direction for godsake! FUCK. and duh, jiaqing and i ran out of coz. and that weirdo still gave a stupid smile on his fucktarded face. FUCK!
it's like we've met 'something' others cannot see. -.- SHIT, im haunted! roarrrrrr!
alright, then comes Monday!
FINALLY, I'D CAUGHT UP WITH GOODFRIEND AFTER SO LONG! (:
well, previous meetings were like, well. failed? hahah, but for at least, we make it this time yo. roar, and well. headed down to vivo to catch rush hour 3. and god, a funny show la! fuck, laughed my ass off in the cinema. LOL! something something kuku chicky. HAHAH!
walk around and had dinner of coz. (: and right, im like one half-blind walking around vivo. haha, didnt wear specs la uh. ( i look better without specs i guess ) LOL! and thanks goodfriend. for guiding the path for a half-blind. HAHA!
and right, lots of photos taken man. you, send me the photos if we're online okay! (: i'd only got one, which i stole it from you. haha!
alright, then comes Tuesday.
yes, had hours of coffee talk with kakees at 848 . most words are heart felt i supposed. (:
yesyes youyou, 5years+ of friendship.
and it'll always be. goodfriend. (:
goodluck and mug hard for your A's!


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8/29/2007 02:31:00 PM

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

great, horrible revisions and mugging's over, exams' finally over for good.
well, shall wait for the results, and weeks of mugging would pay off, i hope.
and holidays! wooooo! but well, dont really know what i can do this holidays, just feel that this holiday comes in the wrong time man.


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8/25/2007 12:33:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

i went down to a beach at Zakeekee then there was this hot chick that comes up to me and she was like " uuuuhhh~" and i was like WHATEVER.
then, in the evening, i went down a pub and had some pool games, then there was another chick comes up to me and she was like " aaahhhh~" and i was like WHATEVER.
later at night, i went down to the back alley and had some card games, then there goes Sheriff Tommy Dickson " I TOLD YOU NOT TO GAMBLE IN THE BACK ALLEY! " and i was like WHATEVER.


and well, got this video from charmaine's blog and i find it REALLY REALLY APPEALING. like so, entertaining la! oh well, this should be part of their assignment i guess. MUST WATCH!
and yes, baby, one more time. (:


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8/22/2007 01:59:00 AM

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Monday, August 20, 2007

shut the fuck up she said, " im going fucking deaf"
give the fuck up she said, " your life is meaningless"
you're just a fuck up she said, " i'll live alone instead"
she said, " you dont care" and i know, i dont care.
fuck off, " im not listening to you" i'll run away.
i got too fucked up again, and passed out on the bridge.
have to forget you, i cant forget you


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8/20/2007 01:48:00 AM

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

roar, exams weeks! got no comment for the previous two papers taken, well not gonna talk much about the upcoming ones as well, shall just sit and wish myself luck.
and didnt really get enough sleep for the previous two nights. roar!
first night, we were at sotong's place, again just a small gathering to celebrate his birthday. yes, other than drink and keeps on drinking, what else can we do. but everybody didnt drink alot this time round i guess. well, started playing some card games all the way till morning. wtf.
went back to rest ahwile, and went to study. and lucky for me, was able to concentrate though im REALLY tire.
later at night, which is the second night, we headed down to eesan's place for some mahjong games. at first, was like wanted to play a few rounds and forget it, but who knows, its unstoppable man, chionged finish two ports. roar. lucky for me, didnt really lose much. (:
and not gonna talk much, im tire. (:



oh, you touched my tralala.
emmm, my ding ding dong.


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8/18/2007 11:36:00 PM

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Monday, August 13, 2007

oh well, celebrated sotong's birthday on saturday night. god, its really hell hell lots of FUN man.
had gathering dinner at hock hai. and then comes the favourite part yo. went k bar, and we gave a surprised to sotong. (: yes, a great one. and those ' cannot-be-blown-off-candles ' oh god! yes, everybody just started drinking, singing and all. power la!
more or less, all are enjoying themselves. those lao eh relax, drink and watch soccer. as for young ones, we started playing some stupid games, which forfeit is to drink. god. most were like going crazy already. jumping around and all. woooo.
and of cos, lots of photos taken as well. and uh huh, k bar's not the end. after which, the whole lot of us went down to cherry! god, that's my favourite. (: yes, some continued drinking, and some ( including me ) went dancing yo. again, garry and i were being pulled up to the stage. woooo. yes, screamed and danced, but fuck, dont know why, suddenly ribcage pain. roar, but didnt really danced after that, was so pain la, but still i believe all of us enjoyed the celebration man. (:
damn, got home real early, its already near 6 when i got home i guess. ROAR!
yes i enjoyed, but the aftermath i'd got is ribcage pain, and nose bleed the next day. oh well, didnt drink much water la, too heaty already.
and WOOO! chelsea won 3-2 against birmingham. power la, michael essien last goal was terrific man! go go go! ((:
and today, just went to do the final revision for tomorrow's exam with jiaqing and kevin. god, complete all the papers, and was able to managed it. so i'll just pray that tomorrow will be the same as well. good luck people, good luck to me as well, and of cos, goodluck goodfriend! (: and before i go off. a photo for you people. (:


CAT! (:


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8/13/2007 11:57:00 PM

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

today's gems test was like ....... cannot make it. the first thought that comes to my mind after reading the question was, " oh fuck, if i could even get one question correct, i think the sky would fall. " WTF! but well, it's the last lesson, so ya thanks alot, Miss Isabel. (:
and just came back from a short coffee session with them. ya listened, and learnt alot.

maybe i should really give it up. it's been near a year im telling myself this, hope it'll work out this time round. though i know i still like you, but no more hard feeling man. (:


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8/11/2007 01:29:00 AM

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

OH FUCK! I MISSED THE SINGFEST! god, didnt managed to go on both 8th and 9th. ROARRRR! didnt get to see the academy is, and AVENGED SEVENFOLD! WHAT THE FUCK LA! ................. so wasted la uh.
damn, nevermind. all i gotta do now is just to study and do well for the upcoming exams. apart from the exams, im having my gems final test tomorrow. my god, 40% weightage! final test, which means, its the last gem lesson, the last day we're in the same class, the last Nahsiep i'll get to see. ................ maybe some time in future, we'll meet again when both our cars collide.


i really don’t know what im doing recently. the only thought i had was the smile of you, and the words you’d said.
and everyday the time after school always seem so free. yes, i still looked at all the photos we taken, reminiscence about the past whenever i got nothing to do.
for once, i stayed overnight just to finish the birthday card i made for you.
and dont know whether you still remember the time when we stayed through the night just to study for tomorrow’s chemistry exam.
for once, i stayed overnight just to plan what can i do on your birthday to surprise you. but i aint got the chance to.
and quite often, we do chat on phone till late night. we once chatted like for 12345678 hours till dawn if you still remember.
but after that day, maybe the only word could say is, goodbye.


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8/09/2007 11:43:00 PM

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god, had been studying and revising these few days. got only less than a week to work with.
the routine for this few days is constant.
wake up , eat, study, sleep -> wake up, eat, study, sleep. it repeats, and keeps on repeating. gonna be a walking zombie soon. zzzzzz. sometimes, i'd thought to myself, other than all these shit, aren't there no more things for me to do? sometimes, it'd become so meaningless.
and lately, similar dreams kept coming into my mind. yes, i admit. i'd been thinking about that thing during the day. and thinking about it quite often. but hell no, there is no way im putting myself into that situation again. though in my dreams, you're still as sweet.


i see nothing in your eyes, and the more i see the less i like, is it over yet?
in my head, i know nothing of your kind, but i wont reveal your evil mind. is it over yet?
for whatever things you do, dont try to bother me
i'll be grateful, if you let me have what's left.


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8/09/2007 12:44:00 AM

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Friday, August 03, 2007

today's another fucking slack day.
saw kelvin at mrt and so, went to school together. while on the way, roar, receive a call from jiaqing saying that they ( kevin and jiaqing ) dont want to go for lesson. ROARR!
wtf. but well, coming up with a very good of going kevin's place to slack.
right, we were so so bored, with 4hours to rot before we go school for AS lab test.
as usual, we slack, we watched show, we dance, we sing. thats what we always do at his place. then, jiaqing come up with a really silly game, but hell lots of fun man. (:
oh fuck, then comes the lab test. at first i thought, i gonna flung this lab test. ( as in, im not good in practical la, only best in theory though. ((: ) but, surprisingly, im able to do it. (:
what a smart kid i can say.
oh god, its another week coming to an end. and tomorrow's friday! urghh, no big deal~


SHUT UP WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!


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8/03/2007 12:56:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

seriously, i dont know how to describe 'today'.
alright, yes i know i was an hour late for lesson today. thats usual for me for every 8am classes. but today, to my surprise, there's like only less than 10 people in the class. WTF? even the lecturer was drinking coffee and using net. ROAR, wtf.
to only know that, all the lessons today are optional i guess. WTF?!
and so, being so so bored in class. jiaqing and i headed to meet jianliang for breakfast. and right, waited for kevin to come at the same time. uh huh, because of some stupid reasons, they'd come up with stupid ideas of pushing me into jianliang's class. wtf, but lucky, i was strong to hold myself to the handle. if not. i guess, i'll be damn damn shy man. ROAR!
right, was asked by jianliang to go jam at moberly with his classmates, and well, which is a very good idea. roar.
first time jamming with his friends, mun chee and darren (both of them are pro man) and woooo, to my surprise again. i think we did quite a good job la. yes its fun, hell lots of fun man.
after which, headed down to kevin's place to slack. and headed back school for project two interview. god, the only answer i gave to teacher was "i dont know." wtf?!
right, headed down for some basketball and soccer games all the way till night. fuck, how tire it can be man. it feels good to exercise after so long . but aftermath i'd got is fatigue-ness, arm-ache, waist fucking-ly pain, leg muscle ache, ankle pain. WTF?!
still, i enjoyed it man. from screaming and shouting in jam room, to running and sweating under the fucking sun. ROARRRR!





right, two success videos. i think. tong ku de ren can our first hits man. yea, we were all satisfied though there's some error here and there.
and well, mun chee being the bass-ist, darren being the drummer, jiaqing being the guitarist, kevin being the keyboard-ist and bass-ist, jianliang being the vocalist, and i being the scream-ist. ROARR. (:


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8/01/2007 12:03:00 AM

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