Monday, October 15, 2007

the start of fourth week of school tomorrow. man, im still having this 'couldnt wake up early for school' illness. talking about this week, as usual. attending school and all.
friday's kind of fun. celebrated eesan's birthday. but nothing much, just some doing barbecue stuff near his place. lots of people. and some of them were drunk. fucking funny. of coz, the mr birthday boy cant escape it. man, he was like an drunk fish in the end. fuck, cant imagine it when it's my brithday. roar. but anyway, happy 18th birthday eesan. (:

and there've got people asking me why am i listening to those noisy songs, as in metal kind of songs. well, just some screaming here and there doesnt mean it's noisy. they'd got meaning in them. they scream out how they feel, the pain in them, how cruel the world can be, understand the meaning in life. unlike those stupid rnb ( no offence to those who like it ) no meaning, anyhow rap, groove around with those music. what the fuck?
i feel like having an epic stage of my own, screaming the hell out of myself, scream out the agony/pain/misery/anger/rage inside of me. nobody will understand how i feel. just listen once, and you faggots will know.

screamed ;
10/15/2007 01:20:00 AM

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