Saturday, December 01, 2007
Alright, I'd got all my results back. I entered every exam hall with no expectation, and of course, the results were as predicted. And so, I'll post my grades for all the papers.
Digital Communication Systems - A
Analog Communication Systems - B
Engineering Maths - C
Object Oriented Programming - D
Circuit Analysis - F!
The grades were pretty pathetic, I know. But all that I can do is just to bring a "smile" on my face and accept it.
Recently, I'd heard lots of stuff regarding life from lecturers, friends and all.
Well, I'm sure most people had already heard the news of the five dragonboaters. And of course, my condolence to them. It's really a poignant tragedy. Who knows they'll run into a whirlpool in the middle of a game. Worst thing was that they didnt wear life-jackets for the reason that they think life-jackets would slow their speed down. If they were to wear, they might have save themselves. I believe, they'll be this phobia in the rest of the team mates. How would they actually feel if they were to "paddles up" again with this fear in them.
Not that long ago, one of my classmates' friend's girlfriend just passed away because of Leukemia. The heartbreaking thing is that, that girl didnt even know she'd this illness at first, and just left when she was in hospital. She was ONLY 17 of age, for god sake! It's fucking unfair for her. GOD, there's a pinch in my heart when i heard it, why will such things happen to a 17years old girl?!
Just today, my lecturer told us a dreadful news. Didnt really listen clearly, but it goes, there was this foreign worker who was handling with some huge machine which is use to grind some bulky materials. Unfortunately, I don't know how, he was being grind into that machine. Sadly, an instant death for him. Nobody will expect this to happen, just imagine that you're doing your work like normal days and suddenly this kind of things took place.
And there are also many other unforeseen incidents that happened before. People just faint and passed away while they're jogging/excersing or when they're in the midst of their dreams. No one will ever know why such things happen. It's superb sad after hearing this kind of stuff.
All I want to put in the picture is that every action, be it good/bad/on purpose/not on purpose, in this world will bear a consequences. Life is fucking unpredictable. Who knows, maybe some day, I'm walking on a street and a car just got lost control and went straight to me. Well, I would have died by then. But sometimes, I just wish this kind of things will happen to me, for at least it clears all my worries and troubles once and for all than to face this unjust and merciless world.
screamed ;
12/01/2007 01:17:00 AM
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