Tuesday, January 15, 2008
No one ever said that life was fair, and I'm not saying that it should be.
So knowing that you are where you want to be, and I'm not comes as no surprise.
But dont expect me to be happy for you.
And dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.
I dont want your pity.
Taste your vanity, its sweet bitterness as your hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams.
You fucking took them all.
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile.
As you build your dreams on the staggered hopes,
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize your tragedy.
Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries.
Suffer alone in emptiness, I lust to see you swallowed by the mess you left in your wake,
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze.
My envy cant described how I loathe you for having all the stars,
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky, knowing that it should be mine.
Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve.
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.
And congrats, for being such a fag.
screamed ;
1/15/2008 01:35:00 AM
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