Thursday, March 27, 2008
I'd never had a dream come true like so real before. Everything that happens now seems so sweet. I'd tried to look away each time but I just cant take my eyes off you. I do wonder every now and then. ....
i'd rather this to be a dream and remain as one. i dare not face this truth, this sugary reality. it's too good to be true.
screamed ;
3/27/2008 02:51:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
"Because I dont live in either my past or my future. I'm interested only in the present. If you can always concentrate on the present, you'll be a happy man. You'll see that there is life in desert, that there are stars in the heaven, and that tribesmen fight because they are part of the human race. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living right now."
Well, I'd tried not to look back into my dreadful past. I'd tried not to think about my hopeless future and I try, still trying to accept this present. But I'm not happy with everything I'm doing now.
screamed ;
3/26/2008 02:53:00 AM
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Things aren't the way they were before
The constant aren't so constant anymore
Sigh
for once, i'd felt this pinch in my heart, so strong.
i hope didnt fall into it. i hope.
screamed ;
3/25/2008 02:13:00 AM
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There's one that says,"Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happens a third time."
I doubt this sentence at first, but now, it really happens. Seriously, I dont know how to handle it, it just come so abruptly. I'm out of my mind now.
screamed ;
3/25/2008 01:21:00 AM
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Monday, March 24, 2008
The warmth from your hand brought up the feeling within me, again.
screamed ;
3/24/2008 04:00:00 AM
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
I think, sometimes it is better for things to be left unsaid, but heartfelt. Simply because everything in this world is written. So, just move on.
screamed ;
3/23/2008 01:43:00 AM
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
After so long, I'm back to this place again.
Sitting down and stoned alone.
Thinking about lots of things like I'd done the past two times.
It has always been great to be there again.
The feeling of river breeze brushing through my hair and my face is always so comfortable.
The feeling of looking far away from that vital point is always so relaxing.
The feeling of looking at the boat gliding through the river is so carefree.
Merlion's still doing the same old thing as before.
But things for me always doesnt seems to be constant.
One asked me :"Why do you always have to stand up so strong for your own thoughts? And not accepting what others are telling you? Why do you want to be so different from most of your friends? "
I found myself speechless upon hearing those questions for few seconds.
But my answer was :"I always thinks that in life, we can have a choice to be who we want to be and not for others who want us to be, so why give a fuck to others' opinion when you know that they're all TYPICAL ones."
The lake was silent for sometime. Finally it said:
"I weep for Narcissus but I never noticed that Narcissus was beautiful. I weep because, each time he knelt beside my banks, I could see, in the depths of his eyes, my own beauty reflected."
screamed ;
3/16/2008 01:41:00 AM
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
IT Fair's over for good.
And it's pretty 'ucked up and bored most of the time.
Problems were caused by me at times, sorry Daniel.
But Home Club's super AWESOME.
It nearly bang my head off. WOOO !
Aftermath, I suffered neckache for two pathetic days.
But hell, IT'S WORTH IT.
I'd got sorethoart as well which I dont know why.
Maybe its due to the bad weather man.
ROARRRR!
Attachment continues as usual after the fair.
Same goes to FCUK.
And I'd just got a shock of my life during work.
I'd lost the key for drawer which all our wallets and phones are inside.
Practically, lost of key, lost of wallet !
MY FAULT.
But everything was a joke in the end. WHAT THE FUCK !?
Woo, I'd found people to go "We Will Rock You" Musical !
But havent confirm the date and tickets are selling fast.
And woo, I'd found people to go Perhentian Island !
But things just doesnt goes right man.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrr.
screamed ;
3/13/2008 12:24:00 AM
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
"WE WILL ROCK YOU" Musical !
28th March - 13April.
ANYBODY WANT TO GO WITH ME?! (:
screamed ;
3/02/2008 01:54:00 AM
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