Monday, June 30, 2008

a week of exams finally over. shit, everything's last minute for all the papers. have to stay up till late to study mainly because of work. roar ! kuku nadan. well, im tire. study and work, work and study, like seriously. i feel like a walking zombie these days. ROARRRR.
well, i dont expect any good grades this semester, sigh what else can i say, i'd tried. ):
as for work, things really getting cock up nowadays. some misunderstanding here and there. but not with me, im a good colleague ( according to Yanling, Lucille and Ailin, work without me is boring. HAHAH! ) well, everybody's tire and there's still nonsense coming up. wtf.
and shit, la ji tong ( rubbish bin, in case you nuts dont know ). i started to like being this la ji tong, more, even more. ((((((:

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6/30/2008 02:48:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

shit, i realise that i'd got not enough time for myself recently. exams week, so i've left with no choice but to study ( thanks lil tuna, for trying soo hard to get my ass down to study with all the restrictions, motivation motivation - you you ) and seriously, i need more time to study. i want my As! sad to say, i've got to work during exams week. and this minus away my precious time.
had been really going through intense studying with kevin days before. and of course, most of the time things turn out to be productive. and yes, im going for more intense ones this week.
o man, was talking to kevin about going italy this afternoon, and shit, im really tempted to go there, the Arno River, Grand Canal, Ponte Dei Sospiri and Duomo di Milano! daddy says he'll sponsor when i want to go, and hopefully, i'll be there someday soon. and like what lil tuna had said to me, kevin said the same thing - instead of going only italy, you're at already at europe, why not spend more time travel around places like the beautiful Prague Castle in Czech Republic, most famous Eiffel Tower in Paris, lovely scenery of Alpine in Germany, the ancient Parthenon in Greece, the Marijuana and "mushrooms" in Amsterdam, the Cathedral in Seville. o holy, everythings seem so interesting and nice. but all i need is MONEY and TIME. soon, someday soon, hopefully.

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6/24/2008 01:49:00 AM

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

if only sorrow and hatred can be change into happiness and love by snapping your fingers,
if only the most sincere sorry can be use a million times,
if only complications aint so complicating,
if only problems aint a problem,
if only i can be much more bolder,
if only i can care less and think less,
if only i can be more understanding,
if only i can be not as useless,
if only me is not me,
sigh.

really sorry,
you've got yourself a useless boyf.

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6/18/2008 12:04:00 AM

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Monday, June 16, 2008

whatever.

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6/16/2008 12:21:00 AM

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Friday, June 13, 2008

_l_

shrug.

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6/13/2008 02:43:00 AM

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i look and stare so deep into your eyes,
when you leave im begging you not to go,
call your names two, three times in a row,
such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
how im feeling and my pride is the one to blame,
yeah, because i know i dont understand just how your love can do what no one else can.
your love, got me so crazy right now,
your touch, got me hoping you page me right now,
your kiss, got me hoping you save me right now.
you, got me so crazy in love.
(:

darling, you're so irresistable.

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6/10/2008 04:54:00 AM

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

Seriously, I am touched by every single thing you do. From all the little little surprises to such a wonderful surprises. Come to think of it, it's the fourth time I'd been surprised by you, lil tuna. (:

A month plus ago, there's two. I'm super happy that you came over and find me. And there's one time, you came all the way over to find me during your short work break to pass me the lovely donut. Remember? I was so pleased you know. (:

Just this week, there's another two. lil tuna, I really pei fu, that you can actually gang up with my close friends and your colleagues to give me those wonderful surprises. It's superb and it leave me speechless, and ASTONISH. I really like it, all those surprises, which make me so disappointed from the start but really happy in the end, the watch, everything. You've got so much things to do for your work now, and still you remember, the 6th. (:

You know, even little little things you do can make me satisfied already. But nowadays, you seems like doing it and giving it more. I really cant expect anything more, I am seriously very very superbly in bliss. I thought to myself, there is nothing more I can do to repay other than love you even more. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

And I know, all the things just cropped up too sudden for you to handle now. Too much, too many, too sudden. But no worries lil tuna, we're into this together, you'll have me and I'll be there. Just stay strong for awhile more and everything will be okay, awhile more. (:

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6/07/2008 04:18:00 PM

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

I seriously think, RETAIL THERAPY is one of the most fabulous thing a person can do in life. Especially, with lots of discount here and there. ( Yes, it sounds abit "cheapo", but which being in this blue hell doesnt like discount?! ) Buying things in the same quality with a lower price! I seriously love it. Spending all the cash on the things you like, how shiok is that.

And I've been spending $$$ like water these days. If I didnt remember wrongly, I'd already gotten myself three bermudas, two pairs of shoes, four pairs of tops ( maybe there is more ) within this two month. It's around $1k in total. It's crazy, but I'm simple enjoying myself.

Come to think about it, I think $1k in two month is nothing compared to Mr Alvin Chan and Mr Eng Eesan who just spent $6k and $2k in today, respectively. They're seriously MAD!

It's fun, however, I think I should cut down on it. I need to save up more of my hard earn cash for now and for my future. Maybe I should start jotting down how much I spend everyday, so as to control the expenses. I want to drive a Mini Cooper S Cabrio in the future. That is my motivation towards money saving. (:

N, let's do this together ! (:

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6/01/2008 12:47:00 AM

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