Thursday, July 31, 2008
Help me to sleep...Jealousy rears its ugly head. I won't forget the things you said before you turned your back. Goodbye, goodnight, for good...remember my face when you feel the pain. Say goodbye...Now I'll fight with my eyes closed for the things I've let go. Sweet breath escapes...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Hear my voice as you sleep...Sleep tight, goodnight...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Goodbye helps me to sleep without your memories. And my shattered dreams collect dust on what used to be a lie. It haunts me no more and now you're gone, you've left me alone. I wasn't wrong to feel this way inside so goodbye, goodnight, for good. Now I'll fight with my eyes closed for the things I've let go. Sweet breath escapes...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Hear my voice as you sleep...Sleep tight, goodnight...choke on the lies that were your last...I find pleasure in the taste of your decay. I anxiously watch you fade away. I can't explain what's happening inside of me. I refuse to fight you anymore. All I know is I have to make sure...make sure you never wake up again. Soft flesh gives way to trembling hand...beautiful eyes are sewn shutsearing thread suffocates the light .
screamed ;
7/31/2008 04:05:00 PM
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
"kissing my closing eyes, help me sleep without you, im so lost. tonight i cry, please tell me why. i want your warm embrace tonight. why not one more night, one last kiss goodbye, my sweet love tonight. i hope the stars still spell out your name where you are."
screamed ;
7/24/2008 01:24:00 AM
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
take everything away from me, silent angel. leave me nothing to remember of this time now.
this conversation is over.
screamed ;
7/19/2008 03:06:00 AM
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crazyshit, shawn mike is really one of the awesome-st guiarist/vocalist i'd like, fuckingly fantastic. and well, tilting the hourglass is one of the favourite, one of the best song by alesana. just click and see then you'll know why. yes, i know you care, i really appreciate it. but you can show your care in other ways other than fucking me upside down like that. and it's not about whether its wrong or right, is about what things should be done and what should not. just calm down and think, will you. being melodramatic over such a freaking small matter.
screamed ;
7/19/2008 02:32:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
o well, have been quite tight with school and work recently. and kinda neglected my very goodfriends. how i wish there's a campaign called "SCHOOL/WORK-FREE WEEK" which we dont have work and study. (duh, the title says it all, why am i repeating it) anyway, how good is that right. but damn i must be dreaming super hard for this to become reality. LOL! okay back to ground, what i want to say is, i kinda miss all those good days when i use to hang out with all my friends, catching up with things with each other, talking bad about one another right in the face, looking at pretty girls and doing stupid things together. but well, we've all got our own things to do now, school and projects, different activities. how sad. well, someday, we should hang out la.
goodf, get well sooonnn! we should go have a big feast after your tooth is okay. but your treat. LOL!
aye shit, i miss the feeling of having someone in my arms now, like absolutely. wormynest(:
screamed ;
7/16/2008 02:13:00 AM
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
... and to think that you would not be scared or surprised if i had severed all these ties.
i'll lose myself in anguish for tonight.
one last false apology, help me get over you.
screamed ;
7/13/2008 06:10:00 PM
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Friday, July 04, 2008
"like, totally, whatever."
afterall, its just some really silly misunderstanding.
screamed ;
7/04/2008 12:59:00 PM
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