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2008-10-03T03:11:00.001+08:00

DATE:24 Oct 2008 Fri, 8:00PM
DURATION:Approx 2 Hrs
VENUE: The MAX Pavilion@Singapore Expo
TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee) (+3 for booking fees)
StandardS$95
S$110 - Door Sales
Metalcore outfit, Avenged Sevenfold, will be bringing their tour to Singapore this coming October, making good their promise to fans at SINGfest 2007 to rock out at our little island again jamming their signature brand of music!

2008-08-26T12:47:00.001+08:00

You can also read up more about EARNS <- by clicking . HAHA!

2008-08-16T13:16:00.004+08:00

i would love it even more if you continue to play your piano, seriously. (:

2008-08-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

today was really intensive. be it study, friends or whatsoever.
sense was keep knocking into me. i think things have been made really, clear, manifest, to me.
like raj and his consciousness. really thump everything into my head.
"alamak you, now you bring 50dollars and get one drink, next time you earn thousands can get as many drink as you want what!"
"cheng earn, now suffer abit its okay one, next time can enjoy life. better than enjoy life now, next time grow you sit down and cry."
"i can tell other people i graduate from this poly with car, bike license and gpa 3.8. for at least i dont waste my life away. and its better leaving this poly with nothing."
"i can play around, smoke, go out late, i do everything you do. yet, if someday i were to get caught or screen, i can have my results as a prove."
and like kevin and his aggressiveness.
heard his secret that he kept to himself for like 5 to 7 years. im amazed by how he handle things in the past.
"just imagine, you study, your textbook all nicely highlighted, you've got your own "ways-to-get-As notes" but in the end of the day, how much do you know about what you've wrote down in those bloody notes?"
seriously, i'd been acting like a coward for so long, thinking that everything will be done, will be fine. but well, get a life and thrug out your guts earns, life is not as easy as you think.
kevin's aggressiveness, raj's consciousness, EARNS' gratefulness.

2008-08-14T02:57:00.001+08:00

there is more things to talk about. (:

2008-08-12T03:07:00.002+08:00

They have been able to sing, to laugh, to dance and to share.
There's one saying, "Seek to live. Remembrance is for the old." But how can i not recall those moments? That's why i write, to try to turn sadness into longing, solitude into remembrance. (:

2008-08-10T02:56:00.001+08:00

i need a break seriously, from this life.

2008-07-31T16:05:00.001+08:00

Help me to sleep...Jealousy rears its ugly head. I won't forget the things you said before you turned your back. Goodbye, goodnight, for good...remember my face when you feel the pain. Say goodbye...Now I'll fight with my eyes closed for the things I've let go. Sweet breath escapes...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Hear my voice as you sleep...Sleep tight, goodnight...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Goodbye helps me to sleep without your memories. And my shattered dreams collect dust on what used to be a lie. It haunts me no more and now you're gone, you've left me alone. I wasn't wrong to feel this way inside so goodbye, goodnight, for good. Now I'll fight with my eyes closed for the things I've let go. Sweet breath escapes...choke on the lies that were your last goodbye. Hear my voice as you sleep...Sleep tight, goodnight...choke on the lies that were your last...I find pleasure in the taste of your decay. I anxiously watch you fade away. I can't explain what's happening inside of me. I refuse to fight you anymore. All I know is I have to make sure...make sure you never wake up again. Soft flesh gives way to trembling hand...beautiful eyes are sewn shutsearing thread suffocates the light .

2008-07-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

"kissing my closing eyes, help me sleep without you, im so lost. tonight i cry, please tell me why. i want your warm embrace tonight. why not one more night, one last kiss goodbye, my sweet love tonight. i hope the stars still spell out your name where you are."

2008-07-19T03:06:00.001+08:00

take everything away from me, silent angel. leave me nothing to remember of this time now.

this conversation is over.

2008-07-19T02:32:00.004+08:00

crazyshit, shawn mike is really one of the awesome-st guiarist/vocalist i'd like, fuckingly fantastic. and well, tilting the hourglass is one of the favourite, one of the best song by alesana. just click and see then you'll know why.

yes, i know you care, i really appreciate it. but you can show your care in other ways other than fucking me upside down like that. and it's not about whether its wrong or right, is about what things should be done and what should not. just calm down and think, will you. being melodramatic over such a freaking small matter.

2008-07-16T02:13:00.002+08:00

o well, have been quite tight with school and work recently. and kinda neglected my very goodfriends. how i wish there's a campaign called "SCHOOL/WORK-FREE WEEK" which we dont have work and study. (duh, the title says it all, why am i repeating it) anyway, how good is that right. but damn i must be dreaming super hard for this to become reality. LOL!
okay back to ground, what i want to say is, i kinda miss all those good days when i use to hang out with all my friends, catching up with things with each other, talking bad about one another right in the face, looking at pretty girls and doing stupid things together. but well, we've all got our own things to do now, school and projects, different activities. how sad. well, someday, we should hang out la.

goodf, get well sooonnn! we should go have a big feast after your tooth is okay. but your treat. LOL!

aye shit, i miss the feeling of having someone in my arms now, like absolutely.
wormynest(:

2008-07-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

... and to think that you would not be scared or surprised if i had severed all these ties.
i'll lose myself in anguish for tonight.
one last false apology, help me get over you.

2008-07-04T12:59:00.001+08:00

"like, totally, whatever."
afterall, its just some really silly misunderstanding.

2008-06-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

a week of exams finally over. shit, everything's last minute for all the papers. have to stay up till late to study mainly because of work. roar ! kuku nadan. well, im tire. study and work, work and study, like seriously. i feel like a walking zombie these days. ROARRRR.
well, i dont expect any good grades this semester, sigh what else can i say, i'd tried. ):
as for work, things really getting cock up nowadays. some misunderstanding here and there. but not with me, im a good colleague ( according to Yanling, Lucille and Ailin, work without me is boring. HAHAH! ) well, everybody's tire and there's still nonsense coming up. wtf.
and shit, la ji tong ( rubbish bin, in case you nuts dont know ). i started to like being this la ji tong, more, even more. ((((((:

2008-06-24T01:49:00.002+08:00

shit, i realise that i'd got not enough time for myself recently. exams week, so i've left with no choice but to study ( thanks lil tuna, for trying soo hard to get my ass down to study with all the restrictions, motivation motivation - you you ) and seriously, i need more time to study. i want my As! sad to say, i've got to work during exams week. and this minus away my precious time.
had been really going through intense studying with kevin days before. and of course, most of the time things turn out to be productive. and yes, im going for more intense ones this week.
o man, was talking to kevin about going italy this afternoon, and shit, im really tempted to go there, the Arno River, Grand Canal, Ponte Dei Sospiri and Duomo di Milano! daddy says he'll sponsor when i want to go, and hopefully, i'll be there someday soon. and like what lil tuna had said to me, kevin said the same thing - instead of going only italy, you're at already at europe, why not spend more time travel around places like the beautiful Prague Castle in Czech Republic, most famous Eiffel Tower in Paris, lovely scenery of Alpine in Germany, the ancient Parthenon in Greece, the Marijuana and "mushrooms" in Amsterdam, the Cathedral in Seville. o holy, everythings seem so interesting and nice. but all i need is MONEY and TIME. soon, someday soon, hopefully.

2008-06-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

if only sorrow and hatred can be change into happiness and love by snapping your fingers,
if only the most sincere sorry can be use a million times,
if only complications aint so complicating,
if only problems aint a problem,
if only i can be much more bolder,
if only i can care less and think less,
if only i can be more understanding,
if only i can be not as useless,
if only me is not me,
sigh.

really sorry,
you've got yourself a useless boyf.

2008-06-16T00:21:00.001+08:00

whatever.

2008-06-13T02:43:00.001+08:00

_l_

shrug.

2008-06-10T04:54:00.004+08:00

i look and stare so deep into your eyes,
when you leave im begging you not to go,
call your names two, three times in a row,
such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
how im feeling and my pride is the one to blame,
yeah, because i know i dont understand just how your love can do what no one else can.
your love, got me so crazy right now,
your touch, got me hoping you page me right now,
your kiss, got me hoping you save me right now.
you, got me so crazy in love.
(:

darling, you're so irresistable.

2008-06-07T16:18:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I am touched by every single thing you do. From all the little little surprises to such a wonderful surprises. Come to think of it, it's the fourth time I'd been surprised by you, lil tuna. (:

A month plus ago, there's two. I'm super happy that you came over and find me. And there's one time, you came all the way over to find me during your short work break to pass me the lovely donut. Remember? I was so pleased you know. (:

Just this week, there's another two. lil tuna, I really pei fu, that you can actually gang up with my close friends and your colleagues to give me those wonderful surprises. It's superb and it leave me speechless, and ASTONISH. I really like it, all those surprises, which make me so disappointed from the start but really happy in the end, the watch, everything. You've got so much things to do for your work now, and still you remember, the 6th. (:

You know, even little little things you do can make me satisfied already. But nowadays, you seems like doing it and giving it more. I really cant expect anything more, I am seriously very very superbly in bliss. I thought to myself, there is nothing more I can do to repay other than love you even more. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

And I know, all the things just cropped up too sudden for you to handle now. Too much, too many, too sudden. But no worries lil tuna, we're into this together, you'll have me and I'll be there. Just stay strong for awhile more and everything will be okay, awhile more. (:

2008-06-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

I seriously think, RETAIL THERAPY is one of the most fabulous thing a person can do in life. Especially, with lots of discount here and there. ( Yes, it sounds abit "cheapo", but which being in this blue hell doesnt like discount?! ) Buying things in the same quality with a lower price! I seriously love it. Spending all the cash on the things you like, how shiok is that.

And I've been spending $$$ like water these days. If I didnt remember wrongly, I'd already gotten myself three bermudas, two pairs of shoes, four pairs of tops ( maybe there is more ) within this two month. It's around $1k in total. It's crazy, but I'm simple enjoying myself.

Come to think about it, I think $1k in two month is nothing compared to Mr Alvin Chan and Mr Eng Eesan who just spent $6k and $2k in today, respectively. They're seriously MAD!

It's fun, however, I think I should cut down on it. I need to save up more of my hard earn cash for now and for my future. Maybe I should start jotting down how much I spend everyday, so as to control the expenses. I want to drive a Mini Cooper S Cabrio in the future. That is my motivation towards money saving. (:

N, let's do this together ! (:

2008-05-29T01:33:00.001+08:00

hear the prayer, once again.

for my little nasty, please.

get well soon. (:

2008-05-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

I find this really weird, but I'd gotta say that. School's really bored without Kevin around. Nobody to disturb in class, nobody to say and talk facts to me. Da ge, I miss you. LOL ! Shit, I hope it dont sounds gay.

And things are getting soooo 'prawny' nowadays. Ate tons of prawns during steamboat with Nasty yesterday. Today, I finished the whole plate of sambal prawn my mom cooked. Shit, I think I gonna die of high cholesterol some days. Seriously, I'm so in love with prawns till I can't wait to bite off their heads and chew off their puny body. (:

"Jiayou!", was the word that was heard four years ago. A smile, was the only motion that was seen two months ago. But a conversation is finally made just this evening. I am shocked, because I never knew that I'll be able to do that. I am happy, because I hear the familiar voice again. (:

PS: Nasty, I'm not a bai jia zi ! ROAR!

2008-05-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared,

but no one would listen, because no one else cared.

After my dreaming, I woke up with this fear,

"what am I leaving when I'm done here?"

So if you're asking me, I want you to know,

when my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done,

and help me leave some reasons to be missed.

Dont resent me, and when you're feeling empty,

keep me in your memory and leave out all the rest.

Dont be afraid, I've taken my beating, I'm shed but I'm me.

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through,

I know I've never been perfect,

but neither have you.

2008-05-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

Pink cards and flowers on your windows,

Your friends all plead for you to stay

I close both locks below the window,
I close both blinds and turn away,

Sometimes solution arent so simple,

Sometimes beginning arent so simple,

Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey,

And the sun will set for you.

2008-05-23T15:51:00.001+08:00

And now I know I’m at the end of my wits
don't gotta tell me where this is going
because I know nothing ever falls apart
yeah I know nothing ever falls apart
remind me once more where this is going
before I fling it out into the ocean
it’s kind of level but its wavy
Its looking more blue than it is green
it’s looking quiet as I jump in
so I can finally hear you scream

2008-05-20T01:59:00.002+08:00

everything just happened, so sugary, so addictive.

like a figment in my imagination,

like taking drugs, you're my little ecstasy.

i'm picking this up, and won't let it down.

i'm simply in love with this addiction.

2008-05-15T13:20:00.002+08:00

So, we're talking about forever and you almost feel better

But, better no excuses for tonight, you see

It's never bad enough to just leave or give up

But, it's never good enough to feel right.

"Well, cross my heart and hope to

I'm lying beside just to keep you here"

2008-05-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

((= ((= ((= ((= ((=

HOHOHOHO

2008-05-13T01:36:00.003+08:00

Okay, first thing. Happy belated 23rd birthday to my bro and also happy mommy's day to all suga mommy, nasty mommy, naggy mommy, in fact, all the mommies! It's rather bad this year, I didnt got the time to spend the day with my mom, all because of work. Well, I'd promise to get her a belated gift. (:

DAMN, Chelsea didnt manage to get the EPL Champion this year. I was so disappointed. But well, I think all of them, inclusive of Avram Grant did a really good job this season. Climb all the way to second even though they started out bad this season. GO CHELSEA ! All the best for UEFA and FUCK Man U upside down !

P.S Goodfriend, dont forget that we'll suppose to watch the final on the 21st ! (:

Wooooooooooooot ! Im seeeeing what Im so yearn to seee in awhile ! chuuuuu ! ((((:

2008-04-29T00:19:00.003+08:00

Then, I stepped into this fortress of gold unintentionally

and I was contemplating

Should I continue to walk in deeper

hoping to see more golds or

Should I just withdraw myself fom this

thinking that I shouldnt belong to here

Now, I'd walked deep, really deep and still walking deeper

I'd got lost in this castle

But, I'm more than happy to be lost in such wonderful place

god, please hear my prayer for this beautiful girl.

get well soon.

2008-04-27T03:45:00.001+08:00

i should stop.

2008-04-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

they held each other hands and walked the long stretch of Great Wall Of China

they spent their nights talking all those lovely things in the world

she stitched him a 'dream catcher' so that he wont get to dream of others except her

she drew 'love' on his elbow, his forearm and at the back of his ear to show him her affection

she drew 'boyfriend' on his thumb so that when he smokes, he'll see the word which speaks "hey boyfriend, your little girlfriend would like you to smoke lesser, its not good for health"

she bought him muji sweet so as to smell better after fagging his cigarette

she surprised him with a simple file so that he could use it instead of his own spoilt one

she initiated to meet him for breakfast, lunch, dinner even though the time is not appropriate for herself

and as they walked down the street, holding hands, teasing and laughing at each other

i felt a sense of sweetness in them, and a little of envy

2008-04-20T02:18:00.001+08:00

Perhentian Island trip was AWESOME!

the beautiful beach, the fine sand, the crystal clear water, the sizzling sun, the attractive coral, the eye-catching fishes, the breezy wind, the fresh morning, the peaceful night, the countless stars and the lovely company are FANTASTIC!

Well, I'd enjoyed tremendously and I think it is time for me to get my ass settled down for major thing, which is to be a nerd. I wish to write more but my stomach dont allows me, so I'll be off for supperrr ! (:

deadbeat sweetheart, oh i do love you.

2008-04-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

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i like you, tuna.

"forgive me if im young for speaking out of turn

there's someone he'd been missing

i think that they could be the better half of him

they're in the wrong place trying to make it right

but im tire of justifying"

2008-04-05T01:09:00.002+08:00

This shall be the last time I'm doing all this thing.

And if I fail, I will just put a fullstop to it.

And everything will be back to square again.

I fret.

2008-04-04T02:32:00.002+08:00

Long away from home,

Lost by an echo, I'd never known.

I've got pictures to prove that I was there,

But you doesnt care.

will you be my valentine, if im a world away?

2008-04-03T03:15:00.001+08:00

it's just that i think too much.

2008-04-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

Seriously, though I'm tire, both physically and mentally.

But, I'm happy.

I had a good laugh today.

2008-03-27T02:51:00.002+08:00

I'd never had a dream come true like so real before. Everything that happens now seems so sweet. I'd tried to look away each time but I just cant take my eyes off you. I do wonder every now and then. ....

i'd rather this to be a dream and remain as one. i dare not face this truth, this sugary reality. it's too good to be true.

2008-03-26T02:53:00.002+08:00

"Because I dont live in either my past or my future. I'm interested only in the present. If you can always concentrate on the present, you'll be a happy man. You'll see that there is life in desert, that there are stars in the heaven, and that tribesmen fight because they are part of the human race. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living right now."

Well, I'd tried not to look back into my dreadful past. I'd tried not to think about my hopeless future and I try, still trying to accept this present. But I'm not happy with everything I'm doing now.

2008-03-25T02:13:00.003+08:00

Things aren't the way they were before

The constant aren't so constant anymore

Sigh

for once, i'd felt this pinch in my heart, so strong.

i hope didnt fall into it. i hope.

2008-03-25T01:21:00.002+08:00

There's one that says,"Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happens a third time."

I doubt this sentence at first, but now, it really happens. Seriously, I dont know how to handle it, it just come so abruptly. I'm out of my mind now.

2008-03-24T04:00:00.001+08:00

The warmth from your hand brought up the feeling within me, again.

2008-03-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

I think, sometimes it is better for things to be left unsaid, but heartfelt. Simply because everything in this world is written. So, just move on.

2008-03-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

After so long, I'm back to this place again.

Sitting down and stoned alone.

Thinking about lots of things like I'd done the past two times.

It has always been great to be there again.

The feeling of river breeze brushing through my hair and my face is always so comfortable.

The feeling of looking far away from that vital point is always so relaxing.
The feeling of looking at the boat gliding through the river is so carefree.

Merlion's still doing the same old thing as before.

But things for me always doesnt seems to be constant.

One asked me :"Why do you always have to stand up so strong for your own thoughts? And not accepting what others are telling you? Why do you want to be so different from most of your friends? "

I found myself speechless upon hearing those questions for few seconds.

But my answer was :"I always thinks that in life, we can have a choice to be who we want to be and not for others who want us to be, so why give a fuck to others' opinion when you know that they're all TYPICAL ones."

The lake was silent for sometime. Finally it said:

"I weep for Narcissus but I never noticed that Narcissus was beautiful. I weep because, each time he knelt beside my banks, I could see, in the depths of his eyes, my own beauty reflected."

2008-03-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

IT Fair's over for good.

And it's pretty 'ucked up and bored most of the time.

Problems were caused by me at times, sorry Daniel.

But Home Club's super AWESOME.

It nearly bang my head off. WOOO !

Aftermath, I suffered neckache for two pathetic days.

But hell, IT'S WORTH IT.

I'd got sorethoart as well which I dont know why.

Maybe its due to the bad weather man.

ROARRRR!

Attachment continues as usual after the fair.

Same goes to FCUK.

And I'd just got a shock of my life during work.

I'd lost the key for drawer which all our wallets and phones are inside.

Practically, lost of key, lost of wallet !

MY FAULT.

But everything was a joke in the end. WHAT THE FUCK !?

Woo, I'd found people to go "We Will Rock You" Musical !

But havent confirm the date and tickets are selling fast.

And woo, I'd found people to go Perhentian Island !

But things just doesnt goes right man.

Roarrrrrrrrrrrr.

2008-03-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

"WE WILL ROCK YOU" Musical !

28th March - 13April.

ANYBODY WANT TO GO WITH ME?! (:

2008-02-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

Holla'd Leap Day.

Which simply means that today's the 29th Feb.

Also means that today's my dad's 12th year birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

And also means the long awaited off day from FC.

Well, a short break from work.

And tomorrows will be another long day.

I want to go Perhentian Island !

Unfortunately, I totally got no time for it.

That's sad.

2008-02-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

They keep saying, "dont you find everything was so different as compared to the past?"

But only until now then I realise things changed.

Everything dont seems to be going the right way.

In fact, it doesnt goes right from the start.

Of course, for now, things will never be the same again.

NEVER.

One told me how he feels the day before.

Another one told me the same thing just today.

Who's next tomorrow?

I really really really need someone to talk to, to give me advise, to teach me how.

But none is there to listen.

you would never ask me why

my heart is so disguised

I just cant live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

2008-02-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

Super belated happy birthday to Desmond !
Belated happy birthday to Kelvin !
Belated happy birthday to Kevin !
Happy birthday to Lobster !
Advance happy birthday to Papa !
Attachment is getting fun without supervisors around.
Because they went overseas.
FC is getting more relax and "talkative" than before.
Because I slack and talk alot these days.
Colleagues at both places are super nice.
They said I'm not as conservative as I look.
I am, but they dont believe me.
I'd work more than ten days without resting so far.
From morning till night.
From Monday to Sunday.
And from Sunday back to Monday again.
I'm tire, seriously.
I cant afford to get sick.
But I just did.
Headache, fever, cough, sinus, stomachupset, fatigue.
All strike at once, that's sad.
Luckily, I'd got a strong immune body system.
I'm recovering quite fast.
And I want to go Cafe Swiss !
Anybody interested as well?

2008-02-13T23:55:00.009+08:00

Final exam was over.

Self-predict results was not good.

Chinese New Year was still alright.

Attachment is not very fun.

Luckily I saw best-ex-colleague Daniel.

We talked alot and it helps me past time yesterday.

FCUK is an enjoyment.

I am happy because goodfriend Juls was there.

She killed the lonely ride home yesterday.

Afterall, colleagues at both places are fun to be with.

I work seven days a week with no rest day.

I got no time to go out.

I will be tire I guess.

Eesan reminded me.

If not I'd forgot that tomorrow is Valentine's Day.

Bestfriends, soccer rivals.

Prawns paradise and a KING OF PRAWN.

Hello classmates, probably the last two photos of 2A26.

Dont look at me please, I did nothing wrong !

Celebrated Joyce's birthday !

Holla'd dajie, HAPPY NINETEEN ! (:

2008-01-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is one of my favourites.

Nice mv, nice lyric, good song.

2008-01-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

Got nothing to say anymore

There's nothing new, it's all been done before.

Not looking to settle the scores

Originality went out the door,

Now falling from what I'm looking for.

Thought I'll be the one you adore

I always thought I would be so much more

Want something that I cant afford.

This is the end of a really sad story

But dont feel bad for me

I started out alone and in the end it's where I'll be.

2008-01-15T01:35:00.001+08:00

No one ever said that life was fair, and I'm not saying that it should be.

So knowing that you are where you want to be, and I'm not comes as no surprise.

But dont expect me to be happy for you.

And dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too.

I dont want your pity.

Taste your vanity, its sweet bitterness as your hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams.

You fucking took them all.

I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile.

As you build your dreams on the staggered hopes,

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize your tragedy.

Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries.

Suffer alone in emptiness, I lust to see you swallowed by the mess you left in your wake,

Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze.

My envy cant described how I loathe you for having all the stars,

Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky, knowing that it should be mine.

Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve.

I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

And congrats, for being such a fag.

2008-01-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHHHHH ! A CHANCE AND I JUST LET IT GO IN FRONT OF ME. WASTED, SO FUCKING WASTED ! IM JUST TOO USELESS. SHIT.

goodbye yewtee.

2008-01-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

You were everything I wanted.

You were everything a girl could be.

Then you left me brokenhearted, now you dont mean a thing to me.

Thought that everything was prefect, isnt that how it's supposed to be?

Thought you knew that I was worth it, now I think a little differently.

All I wanted was your love.
Brought you around, and you just brought me down.

Now that its over, I dont even know what I liked about you.
Now that its over, you cant bring me down.

Hate is a strong word, but I really dont like you.

I really dont like you.

2008-01-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

Holla 2oo8 !

Alright, maybe I'll do a little reflection on 2oo7. Well, 2oo7's really a tough and a fast year. Met lots of different people. Of course, some of them, nope i mean few of them made an impact on me. Learnt alot from them, both rights and wrongs. Thanks for that. Well, maybe one of the bigger impact is still you. Seriously, I dislike it. But you're still missed every now and then. Basically, I'd been through hell and didnt had a taste at cloub nine. Always had tough times, struggling with this and that. I think God doesnt like me at all, always let me experience the taste of shit. And I think its more or less like this. Anyway, "Hey God, KISS MY ASS".

Snapshots !

27 December, Bottle's Tree Park.

Celebrated Tommy's and Jianliang's birthday there. Its kinda nice place to go. It's quiet, relaxing, ROMANTIC ( FOR COUPLES LA DEY ).

I cant close my mouth. rahhh.

Holla ! happy birthday to them . (:

Shit, i just cant close my mouth. LOL !

Sotong finally put up a WIDE SMILE :D

Say hello to them. (:

And to them as well ! ROAR.

_____________________________

29 December, Mrs Ong Place !

Had secondary school class gathering at teacher's place . Oh well, so long since I'd last met them. And right, though not all came but still a rather heartwarming gathering I must say, everyone just get together and talk about the past and all. Most of all, "All out of love" and "Yue liang dai biao wo de xin" just tune everybody up. Kinda touched when everyone just sang together; our united voice. (((:

Christmas wont be MERRY without MEIQI ! (:

YES, THE UNITED VOICE OF 4E1 . ((((( :

I am the CAMERA-MAN.

2007-12-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

No length-y post.

No drawn out entry.

Photos time.

21st December.

I know I'm skinny.

They'll never look as cute as that. LOL !

What the FUCK.

Triple the size of my eyes. That's sad.

And they just follow where the camera goes. HAHA !

Shit, I shouldn't appear there, sorry lobster. (:

22nd December.

LOBSTER !

Because she's lazy to sit? Emmmm.

Holla ! SOOHWEE. (:

HEAD NEWS # 1.

HEAD NEWS # 2.

Her privileged. (:

His privileged. (:

SOOHWEE, GENA. (:

Emmm, FITsss is all i can describe.

HOLLA, POKE MEMBERS. (:

NIVLA, NASEE !

Kinda random, so ya. (:

MAN, HOW BIG CAN THE CHICKEN WING BE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANLIANG ! Brotherly-Love. (:

Okay, enough. There's more but I'm too lazy to upload all.

That's about it.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANLIANG ! You're legal man.

2007-12-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

Afterall, you still filled me with Blacks and Whites.

2007-12-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

We've all been lost in most of this life, everywhere we turned, more hatred surrounds us. And i know most of us just not right, following the wrong steps, being led by pride. With peace of mind so hard to find, we're dwelling on the drastic signs. Another way to numb our mind as you close your eyes tonight and pray for a better life. You'll see it helplessly flying away. How many lives will we take, how many heart destined to break, nowhere to run and escape. Full of ourselves, tied to our fate, the end is knocking.

2007-12-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

YOU

SHOULD

JUST

SHUT

THE

FUCK

FAG.

2007-12-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

A black birthday.

I can see colours in this black one, though.

Saturday - A bad day, but a little cake lightened things up.

Sunday - A bad day, but a short singing session jazzed things up.

Monday - A bad day, but a simple date coloured everything up.

Tuesday - The black day, but a heartwarming dinner and a small surprise spiced things up.

That little cake, that short singing session, that simple date, that heartwarming dinner and that small surprise are those colours I see in this black canvas.

Thanks people, you guys bring back the smile each time I feel when god is against me.

2007-12-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

I'd got this very very good goodfriend .

Always there encouraging me, everything.

"Let's see how far we've come."

This is super random. ((((((((((((((((((((((:

2007-12-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

you kissed me on my lips, that's sweet.

i dreamt.

2007-12-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

oh poor thing motherfaggot, go fixed yourself.

you just gave youself a bad name, that's sad.

2007-12-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

Well, it's the third day and then I realise it's December already.

December never failed to be the best month for me. Will this year's December be the same? Yes, I wonder. Maybe I should write one something on "December".

In's Tattoo!

People, please feel free to contact me if you or your friends are interested in getting tattoos. It's located at Upper Serangoon Shopping Centre, #02-09.

2007-12-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'd got all my results back. I entered every exam hall with no expectation, and of course, the results were as predicted. And so, I'll post my grades for all the papers.

Digital Communication Systems - A

Analog Communication Systems - B

Engineering Maths - C

Object Oriented Programming - D

Circuit Analysis - F!

The grades were pretty pathetic, I know. But all that I can do is just to bring a "smile" on my face and accept it.

Recently, I'd heard lots of stuff regarding life from lecturers, friends and all.

Well, I'm sure most people had already heard the news of the five dragonboaters. And of course, my condolence to them. It's really a poignant tragedy. Who knows they'll run into a whirlpool in the middle of a game. Worst thing was that they didnt wear life-jackets for the reason that they think life-jackets would slow their speed down. If they were to wear, they might have save themselves. I believe, they'll be this phobia in the rest of the team mates. How would they actually feel if they were to "paddles up" again with this fear in them.

Not that long ago, one of my classmates' friend's girlfriend just passed away because of Leukemia. The heartbreaking thing is that, that girl didnt even know she'd this illness at first, and just left when she was in hospital. She was ONLY 17 of age, for god sake! It's fucking unfair for her. GOD, there's a pinch in my heart when i heard it, why will such things happen to a 17years old girl?!

Just today, my lecturer told us a dreadful news. Didnt really listen clearly, but it goes, there was this foreign worker who was handling with some huge machine which is use to grind some bulky materials. Unfortunately, I don't know how, he was being grind into that machine. Sadly, an instant death for him. Nobody will expect this to happen, just imagine that you're doing your work like normal days and suddenly this kind of things took place.

And there are also many other unforeseen incidents that happened before. People just faint and passed away while they're jogging/excersing or when they're in the midst of their dreams. No one will ever know why such things happen. It's superb sad after hearing this kind of stuff.

All I want to put in the picture is that every action, be it good/bad/on purpose/not on purpose, in this world will bear a consequences. Life is fucking unpredictable. Who knows, maybe some day, I'm walking on a street and a car just got lost control and went straight to me. Well, I would have died by then. But sometimes, I just wish this kind of things will happen to me, for at least it clears all my worries and troubles once and for all than to face this unjust and merciless world.

2007-11-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

i always thought,

if you want to change the world, then you have to start with yourself.

so if the government wants to end terrorism,

they should go ahead and kill themselves.

same goes to anything that applies "change".

2007-11-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

Got so bored at home these two days and was finding for things to do.

Until now then I'd realise my study table was so dull, so no life. And so, I'd added some stupid artpiece ( done by myself, of course. ) to it. I know they're ugly, but they took me two days to complete. As in, finding of suitable photos, design and all. ( maybe I'm not good with all these, thats why. ) But I'm very glad, I actually did something out. ROAR!

2007-11-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

With the help of Kevin, I'd finally be able to get the composed song "Next Crossroad, I'll Meet You" a life. Finally comes up with a melody for it. Yay, I'm very much contented with the progress though we're only five of seventeen done. Of course, the lyric had been changed here and there, but it still has the same meaning as the one I'd posted before. Can't wait to post the corrected-one soon . And right, thanks for the big help Kevin, I still need it.

"blame myself, for caring so much, i am so sorry..."

the song's life-giver.

2007-11-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHHHHH!!

Mid-Sessional-Test starts next week. And there's lab testssss tomorrow and on friday. But i'm totally not prepared. that's sad.

2007-11-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

(: Finally bought this Corrinne May's album(Beautiful Seed!) last sunday. So long since i'd wanted to buy and now i'd got it!! I'm way too estatic man. A really unique and nice vocal she has which made me got the urge to get this album. And well, of course, quite alot of nice songs in it. Most are eloquent, just so well-expressed. Especially Shelter, On the side of me and Leaving, three songs i would much preferred in the album. No wonder it's number one in HMV chart for six weeks. POWER POWER.

I'd learnt and learn alot.

Everything happened for a reason.

2007-11-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

the world swirls with naysayer

and i just want to run, dont want to hear them say "you're not good at this."

pickled hearts and sour faces, what is real is what i cannot see.

so just cut away those genuine images within me. please.

2007-11-11T02:26:00.001+08:00

you knew what you were doing to me, and i guess i was too blind to see.
well, you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad. but i'd do it again to relive what we had.
damn thats sad.

2007-11-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

im too shy to run and im just too proud to lose.

2007-11-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

close my eyes, and move to the back of my mind
struggling in despair, i tried to bring myself back to life
im trying and trying, but i'd lost myself in the midst of reminiscene the past
fuck myself for being such a bad news to you
fuck myself for being such a nuisance to you
my flaw is that i care too much. im sorry.
i wander around, so that you cant see me.
but at the next crossroad, i'll get to see you. thats a little hope in me, once
FOR ALL THESE HOPELESS EXPECT, WILL SHATTER AND BREAK
FOR ALL THESE SITUATIONS, ISNT GETTING ANY BETTER
feeling something i'd ever felt before
the next crossroad, the urge of meeting you, GONE.

2007-10-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

uhhh, its been some days since i'd write again.
well, quite a few things happened recently. as in like, jiaqing's birthday celebration, some stuff which can really crashed me out.
and right, starts from jiaqing's celebration. and wow, celebrated it at his sky garden. ya he ordered some buffet. but the food's really not enough. ya alot people turn up la. thats expected. but was surprised many of my classmates came as well. rahhh, first time we're out together. and more than 30people there that day. oh ya, happy belated birthday mr seah jiaqing. (:
and the start of e learning week. of course, dont have to go school for one week! but still have to study for coming tests la. roar! and lucky, thats what i'd been doing now. study. and apart from that. regularly going to gym is also very important. haaa. aching all over, but the feelings damn shiok la. (:
and as for other stuff, shant say too much, yea im getting over it for good man. (: RAHHHH!
and ya im tire, gonna rest and study tomorrow. goodluck to me.

2007-10-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

thanks people for listening, giving all those opinions, cheering me up and all. i know what you guys are trying to say. but there's many things in life are easier to be said than done. i tried to, and i'd failed. i wouldnt mind trying again, but it's really killing me. im not scare, neither am i trying to run away from reality. i just dont like the feeling of being deceived, being made sure of. once encounter is enough. and so i guess, i would just give this chance a miss. i hope it wont be too abrupt to make this decision.

2007-10-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

had an early birthday celebration with Garry yesterday at Cherry. and no doubt, cant escape the fact of being drunk. oh man. i think i should fly to overseas during the month of my birthday. alright and, the same thing during Eesan's celebration. alot people went. and some were fucking high/drunk and all. kinda funny la. haha.
although the time i reached home is like already four in the morning, but fuck. i cant really sleep.
RRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
the same old kind of feeling arise. and i really dont know how to handle it. friends all gave supportive words. "good things dont come by so easily, now that you'd found it, just go for it." thats what im told. but i dont think its easy for me to work things out. im not fit to be one as compared. but i couldnt run away from it, it's killing me. sometimes, i just wish to do something, but the courage wasnt there. i dont like to face rejection. ........................................................ if only im a more capable person. though i dont really like to left things unsolve, but i had no choice. maybe, the only song, "Valentine" can reflect how i feel.
the constant, arent so constant anymore.

2007-10-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

i'd got to scream, finally. but not the epic stage that had mentioned. just a little enclose area. yes, felt alot more better after fuckingly scream the hell out of myself, all the sorrow inside just fuck off for good. aftermath, im having a severe sorethroat now. but hell yes, the feeling's really good.

2007-10-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

the start of fourth week of school tomorrow. man, im still having this 'couldnt wake up early for school' illness. talking about this week, as usual. attending school and all.
friday's kind of fun. celebrated eesan's birthday. but nothing much, just some doing barbecue stuff near his place. lots of people. and some of them were drunk. fucking funny. of coz, the mr birthday boy cant escape it. man, he was like an drunk fish in the end. fuck, cant imagine it when it's my brithday. roar. but anyway, happy 18th birthday eesan. (:

and there've got people asking me why am i listening to those noisy songs, as in metal kind of songs. well, just some screaming here and there doesnt mean it's noisy. they'd got meaning in them. they scream out how they feel, the pain in them, how cruel the world can be, understand the meaning in life. unlike those stupid rnb ( no offence to those who like it ) no meaning, anyhow rap, groove around with those music. what the fuck?
i feel like having an epic stage of my own, screaming the hell out of myself, scream out the agony/pain/misery/anger/rage inside of me. nobody will understand how i feel. just listen once, and you faggots will know.

2007-10-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

"what am i doing recently?" this is the question i'd been asking myself since yesterday night. life's fucking boring, everyday doing the same old things. no life, totally cocks. and had been telling myself "i love to go school, cause school is fun." ( thats the drive i'd been using all along to pull me up from bed. ) but it doesnt seem to work now. had been going late, and it's really late for school almost everyday. fuck. it's like since im late, thats no point going to class and so, i skipped the fucking day lesson. what the fuck?!! what really do im doing/thinking?
but thanks kevin, though you didnt say much, but you gave me a little push to study.

2007-10-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

and well, its the end of one week again. man, kinda fast la. imagine last monday i was taking train to school, and now tomorrow's monday already. fuck.
but still, this week's not as bad. school's as usual and attending gym becomes an addiction to me now. roar. still, kind of bored with the same old routine. but i had no damn other choice .
uh huh, but saturday and sunday are both quite fun. especially sunday, which i mean today. man, we'd got so bored of singapore town already and so, we headed down to an offshore island! but not a "WOW" place, just a simple and carefree island, Pulau Ubin. (: though it may seems like a low-class, or some rural area, but hey it's a nice place okay. friendly people around.
it was like raining so fucking heavily this morning la, mood spoiling. but still yibin, long seng and i still cab down to changi village ( we thought we was late ) . but roar! none had reach there before us man. so was like waited for 9876543210 seconds then all the others reached.
yes, the first thing we got there is to pray. yes, sincerity's the best damn thing in there. oh well, and it's free time after that. roar! long seng and i came up with the idea to kayak, but fuck. its not open to public la. so wasted, but that didnt spoils the fun. we went cycling instead. and dont think its just normal cycling here and there okay. its like going into rocky paths, up and down slopes which really made our head big man. and the first ever wild boar experience we had. oh fuck. three of us went around, searching for a "very small, yet nice beach" that andrew said. and yes, we did found that small beach, and its really quite nice. but the route we took can really kill us. LOL! and on the way back ( kind of lost our way somehow ) , we ride into some super rocky/muddy/ulu path with the thought that it's bringing us back, BUT HELL NO, WE'D MET A REALLY SUPER BIG/FAT/ROUNDED/PORTLY ( for any words that can describe it as SUPER DUPER FAT ) WILD BOAR AND IT SCARED THE HELL OUT OF THE THREE OF US. the conversation goes,
me ( was leading the way ) " WAH ! "
yibin ( behind me ) " WAH! WILD BOAR! "
long seng ( behind yibin and he cant see it ) " huh?! "
yibin " GOGOGOGO TARIK TARIK! GOT WILD BOAR! "
and so, we rushed back to the place we'd come from, riding faster and faster ( screaming along as we're riding ). dont give a damn how rocky that path can be, as long as we're still alive. and lucky for us, that wild boar didnt gave chase. man, the feeling can never be describe man. ROAR!
and well, somehow, we found our way back. tire is the only word that come out from our mouth after we settled down for dinner. fuck, leg ache, arm ache, back ache, stomach ache, just everywhere la. but lucky, we've got a really nice dinner. seafood all over the table, and its all fucking fresh and srcumptious la, as in the prawns, the crabs, the fish, the everything. wooooo.
a day spent. but a well-spent sunday it is, fun/exhilarating/stomach-feeling/whole body-aching. wooo, took a day off to relax. and its time to study again. goodnight all. (:

schoolbag, short hair, good student.

long seng there. copyrighted action.

and that's how bored they were while waiting for the rest.

2007-10-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

life's appear to be more challenging now. more things' coming up as the year is coming to an end. gonna engage in lots of stuff. of coz, studying still the first priority. then, taking up one star license in some courses is a must. and still got to gym at least three times a week to stay healthy. furthermore, gonna work to earn some cash. oh fuck. i really hope i got the time and energy to do all this. roar!

the warmth from your hands, as they hold me so close.
im losing this fight, and now i need you the most.
i'll wait for the time, though my time is running thin.
i'll countdown the clock, and i'll stop to take all this in.
i swear, by the time i get through, things will never be the same.

2007-10-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

dont you worry about the distance

im right there if you get lonely

give this song another listen

close your eyes

listen to my voice, its my disguise

im by your side

i know times are getting hard

but just believe me girl

someday i'll pay the bills with this guitar

we'll have it good

we'll have the life we knew we could

my word is good

i've got so much left to say

if every simple song i wrote to you

would take your breath away

i'll write it all

even more in love with me you'd fall

we'd have it all

a thousand seems pretty far

but they've got planes and trains and cars

i'd walk to you if i have no other way

our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along becasue we know

that none of them had felt this way

i can promise you

that by the time we get through

the world will never ever be the same

and you're to blame

you be good and dont miss me

two more years and you'll be done with school

and i'll be making history like i do

you'll know its all because of you

we can do whatever we want do

this ones to you.

2007-09-29T00:53:00.001+08:00

wooo weekdays finally coming to an end.
well, first week of school was like hell busy and tiring for me, though there's not much lecturing during this week. and im still having this serious problem of waking up early, and going real late for school. ROAR.
routine remain constant these days. school -> gym -> dinnersssssss. and goes back the same thing the next day. well, but some things do cock up here and there which really did cause some troubles in the end. ROAR.
and well, today's gems was wonderful. at first was like quite disappointed with it until this familiar face enters the class. wooooo, TAN SHOO HWEE! oh shit, joyce i mean. well, kind of surprise though. yes, new classmate . LOL.
friday's always the only day im looking forward to. well, last semester was NAPSIEP, and now is MOODY MOODY MESSY MESSY . and fuck, i thought it the night before, and i saw OBQTJFQ this afternoon at kfc. what the fuck. ): and thats nothing i can do other than taking a glimpse . sighhh.

2007-09-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

uh well, just a quick one today.
so so happy to be in school again after a month of holiday. and well, new semester starts, which means tougher days ahead. roar. but Mr. Earns is well prepapred for any catastrophic thunderstorms and had just started to set sail his ark into vast blue sea. ROAR!
and uh huh, saturday's celebration was superb. all of us gathered at Traders Hotel. yes we ate alot, i suppose. and of course, lots of photos taken as well. but only gonna post two of them ( because i need to get my sleep! )

we can be strict sometimes.

but we do fool around most of the time. LOL!

2007-09-21T01:12:00.001+08:00

last of work i suppose, because of some unreasonable reasons. oh man. that weird-eyed fucker. wasted mother fucking piece of shit dead. you're just a mother fucking scumbag who had to stick a needle into your dick to get high.
but still, gonna to be busy the next 1234567890 days. gotta go for sin tua and attend ballroom party, preparation for school, many many rubbish things.
and well, school starting soon, im more than happy, estatic, .... whatever, just anything that you can link to me looking forward to it. yes, must be because of it.
ROAR beings.

margatnep

2007-09-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

the past few days were tiring.
and yesterday's sentosa was a hell lots of fun. yes first time off to sentosa with them people. but, i dont know why, i just had a bad day.
and gonna start working again tomorrow. roar.
and woooo, i'll be taking up pshychology and counselling course starting from next semester man! wooooo! (: hope it'll be fun.
goodnight beings.

2007-09-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

let's try to remember, these days back in december.

our lives were very different, i was lonely when we first met.

a small upstairs apartment, driving through a darkness to get back home.

before they knew, you were even gone.

you dont have to speak, because i can hear your heartbeat.

fluttering like butterflies, searching for a drink.

you dont have to cover up how you feel when you're in love.

i'll always know im not enough to even make you think.

please, slow down, girl.

we're moving way too fast for their world.

we've gotta make it last.

i miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma.

the days drag on like marathon running on bare feet.

and when i feel stress, lonely and depressed,

i'll picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago.

please.

2007-09-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

its our own choice to make things happen and to have the self-confidence to help ourselves. however, that is not to say we cannot ever feel frustrated, sad or angry. but it is how we express it that matters. in life, we must learn to pick up tips that strengthen and build our own resilient, skills, understand the mind and heart dynamic. and also to know that, health is wealth. learn to think smart, and to utilize life building blocks. along the way, maybe some day, we can avail ourselves to help others.
be either sanguine, choleric, melancholic, phlegmatic. you choose the path.

2007-09-05T15:27:00.001+08:00

well, not gonna online that often lately, due to work most probably.

i dont need you to tell me what to do,
i dont need you to tell me what to be, fuck you.
i dont need you to tell me what to say,
and i dont need you to tell me what to think, that's shit.

2007-09-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

was fucking busy the past few days. didnt really get enough of rest.
and today, finally got the time to relax, and ya. headed to gym. it was like dont know how many 1234567890 months since i'd been there.
well, coco island next saturday, wooo.
nothing much, so goodbye. (:

2007-08-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

alright, lets start from Sunday.

as usual, every morning, or perhaps its afternoon time when i woke up, i have to go chongpang with parents to have break-lunch. uh huh, stayed at home almost every sunday. but it's a different sunday that day. meet up kakees and went chinatown to pray pray and jia toh.

oh god, i thought after that pray pray i would be lucky, but who knows. we met a really weird old indian uncle while on our way home in train. ya, we were talking jokes among ourselves and across the seats and all. ya i admit we laughed out loud like nobody business. then this weirdo suddenly pop out dont know from where. and stood infront of us. at first we were like, cant be bothered, but FUCK, that weirdo keep looking at us. its like, the way he dress was normal, longsleeve shirt and pants. but carrying only one umbrella in hand. and for god sake, its not raining outside anyway. -.-!

and we were still talking ourselves, then suddenly garry and i clapped. ( because the jokes we were saying was damn funny la! ) only to realise, when we clap, that weirdo look at his hand. ROAR! wtf. and so to confirm whether is it because of that, we clapped again, and keep clapping continuously. and fuck, know what that weirdo did? his hand was quivering hard. real hard.

and he was like laughing to jianliang at the same time. WTF! -.- at first, we thought it was funny. but think again, that weirdo's fucking scary man. and when jianliang they all were about to alight at khatib, that weirdo fuckingly go and block him. its like, i dont know how to describe la. FUCK. then its our turn, to alight at yishun. jiaqing and i went to the other entrance, while alvin and garry were at the entrance where the weirdo stands. at first, like nothing happen, but when the door open that weirdo ran towards our direction for godsake! FUCK. and duh, jiaqing and i ran out of coz. and that weirdo still gave a stupid smile on his fucktarded face. FUCK!

it's like we've met 'something' others cannot see. -.- SHIT, im haunted! roarrrrrr!
alright, then comes Monday!

FINALLY, I'D CAUGHT UP WITH GOODFRIEND AFTER SO LONG! (:

well, previous meetings were like, well. failed? hahah, but for at least, we make it this time yo. roar, and well. headed down to vivo to catch rush hour 3. and god, a funny show la! fuck, laughed my ass off in the cinema. LOL! something something kuku chicky. HAHAH!

walk around and had dinner of coz. (: and right, im like one half-blind walking around vivo. haha, didnt wear specs la uh. ( i look better without specs i guess ) LOL! and thanks goodfriend. for guiding the path for a half-blind. HAHA!

and right, lots of photos taken man. you, send me the photos if we're online okay! (: i'd only got one, which i stole it from you. haha!
alright, then comes Tuesday.

yes, had hours of coffee talk with kakees at 848 . most words are heart felt i supposed. (:

yesyes youyou, 5years+ of friendship.

and it'll always be. goodfriend. (:

goodluck and mug hard for your A's!

2007-08-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

great, horrible revisions and mugging's over, exams' finally over for good.
well, shall wait for the results, and weeks of mugging would pay off, i hope.
and holidays! wooooo! but well, dont really know what i can do this holidays, just feel that this holiday comes in the wrong time man.

2007-08-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

i went down to a beach at Zakeekee then there was this hot chick that comes up to me and she was like " uuuuhhh~" and i was like WHATEVER.

then, in the evening, i went down a pub and had some pool games, then there was another chick comes up to me and she was like " aaahhhh~" and i was like WHATEVER.

later at night, i went down to the back alley and had some card games, then there goes Sheriff Tommy Dickson " I TOLD YOU NOT TO GAMBLE IN THE BACK ALLEY! " and i was like WHATEVER.

and well, got this video from charmaine's blog and i find it REALLY REALLY APPEALING. like so, entertaining la! oh well, this should be part of their assignment i guess. MUST WATCH!

and yes, baby, one more time. (:

2007-08-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

shut the fuck up she said, " im going fucking deaf"

give the fuck up she said, " your life is meaningless"

you're just a fuck up she said, " i'll live alone instead"

she said, " you dont care" and i know, i dont care.

fuck off, " im not listening to you" i'll run away.

i got too fucked up again, and passed out on the bridge.

have to forget you, i cant forget you

2007-08-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

roar, exams weeks! got no comment for the previous two papers taken, well not gonna talk much about the upcoming ones as well, shall just sit and wish myself luck.
and didnt really get enough sleep for the previous two nights. roar!
first night, we were at sotong's place, again just a small gathering to celebrate his birthday. yes, other than drink and keeps on drinking, what else can we do. but everybody didnt drink alot this time round i guess. well, started playing some card games all the way till morning. wtf.
went back to rest ahwile, and went to study. and lucky for me, was able to concentrate though im REALLY tire.
later at night, which is the second night, we headed down to eesan's place for some mahjong games. at first, was like wanted to play a few rounds and forget it, but who knows, its unstoppable man, chionged finish two ports. roar. lucky for me, didnt really lose much. (:
and not gonna talk much, im tire. (:

oh, you touched my tralala.
emmm, my ding ding dong.