Tuesday, August 26, 2008
You can also read up more about EARNS <- by clicking . HAHA!
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8/26/2008 12:47:00 PM
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
i would love it even more if you continue to play your piano, seriously. (:
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8/16/2008 01:16:00 PM
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
today was really intensive. be it study, friends or whatsoever.
sense was keep knocking into me. i think things have been made really, clear, manifest, to me.
like raj and his consciousness. really thump everything into my head.
"alamak you, now you bring 50dollars and get one drink, next time you earn thousands can get as many drink as you want what!"
"cheng earn, now suffer abit its okay one, next time can enjoy life. better than enjoy life now, next time grow you sit down and cry."
"i can tell other people i graduate from this poly with car, bike license and gpa 3.8. for at least i dont waste my life away. and its better leaving this poly with nothing."
"i can play around, smoke, go out late, i do everything you do. yet, if someday i were to get caught or screen, i can have my results as a prove."
and like kevin and his aggressiveness.
heard his secret that he kept to himself for like 5 to 7 years. im amazed by how he handle things in the past.
"just imagine, you study, your textbook all nicely highlighted, you've got your own "ways-to-get-As notes" but in the end of the day, how much do you know about what you've wrote down in those bloody notes?"
seriously, i'd been acting like a coward for so long, thinking that everything will be done, will be fine. but well, get a life and thrug out your guts earns, life is not as easy as you think.
kevin's aggressiveness, raj's consciousness, EARNS' gratefulness.
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8/14/2008 11:45:00 PM
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there is more things to talk about. (:
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8/14/2008 02:57:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
They have been able to sing, to laugh, to dance and to share. There's one saying, "Seek to live. Remembrance is for the old." But how can i not recall those moments? That's why i write, to try to turn sadness into longing, solitude into remembrance. (:
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8/12/2008 03:07:00 AM
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
i need a break seriously, from this life.
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8/10/2008 02:56:00 AM
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